Skinny Latte|Kellic

Chapter 15

KELLINS POV
I was swirling into darkness, my body felt lighter than a feather.
I felt vulnerable, yet calm and at peace.
Is this what dying felt like?
A blinding light seeped through a crack in the darkness, blinding my sensitive eyes.
Is this heaven?
Would I  get into heaven?
Does heaven even exist?
The light got brighter and brighter until everything was white.
Then suddenly, I was in a playground.
I immediately recognised someone..
It was me.
I stood in shock and watched as I fell off the swings and landed with a thump, instantly starting to cry.
A boy my age walked over, his hair a ginger-brown color.
He looked down at me and smiled, holding out a hand. I gratefully took it and let him pull me up.
"I'm Gabe, do you want to be my friend?" The young Gabe asked.
I nodded to him and smiled widely.
The memory was washed away and a new one appeared.
I was in school.
"I can't do this!" I groaned, slamming my head on the desk.
"Yes you can Kell, you just don't understand it yet." Gabe comforted me.
I sighed and nodded, starting to write again.
The memory went as another one came.
"Hey everyone!" My friend Matty yelled.
I turned my attention to him, giving Gabe an confused look, but he looked just as confused as me.
"Kellin is a faggot!" He screamed, making everyone's eyes drift to me, before the whole canteen burst out into laughter and "ews"
Gabe looked at me, "Is this true?"
I looked at him, tears starting to pour down my face.
"Y-yes." I sniffed, humiliated.
But Gabe surprised me. He pulled me into a hug, "Then I support you."
The memory disappeared and memories of Vic poured through my head all at once.
"I'm Vic, but you probably already know"
"You're beautiful Kells, so beautiful."
"You can stay with me anytime okay?"
"Kells, I care about you."
Then the last one came through.
"But you make me happy!" I cried.
"Well obviously not enough!" He replied.
I miss Vic.
I'm scared.
I don't know where I'm going from here.
I want Vic.
I need him, I don't want this.
I don't want to die yet.
I can change it.
I can change myself, I can improve the person I am.
I can't leave yet.
I need Vic.
I need -

Beep beep beep

"He's awake! I need a doctor in here!" I heard a voice say before everything went black.

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VICS POV
My whole world felt like it had fallen apart.
"G-gone?" I whispered.
The doctor nodded, sympathy plastered over her face.
"N-no.." I whispered.
Gabe ran off to the toilets, letting out loud sobs as he ran.
I sat down slowly on the seat to process it.
"I'm so sorry for your loss." She told me.
A nurse tapped her on the shoulder.
"We need you back in room 2." He said quickly.
"Wait here Mr Fuentes." She ordered.
She looked at me for one more second before rushing off.
Room two?
Isn't that the room she was in with Kellin?
I let out a shaky breath and tried to process everything.
He can't be gone.
It feels like he would walk out any moment and tell me a load of rubbish on what Gabe said or something.
This can't be real.
This has to be a nightmare.
He can't be dead.
My Kellin can't be dead.

I waited in suspense for what seemed like hours before she came back out again, looking more positive.
I looked up at her through tear stained eyes.
"He's stable." She smiled.
"W-what?" I stuttered, my breath getting caught in my throat.
"He must have a lot of fight in him." She grinned.
I dried my eyes quickly.
He's okay.
He's actually gunna be okay.

I let out a long breath that I hadn't realised I had held and got up to find Gabe.

I have Kellin back.

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(A/N)
Lmao sorry for updating aggggain but I felt bad for leaving it like that😂
Y'all didn't think I would kill him off before any Kellic action happened did ya?
Anyyyyyway😂
Thanks so much for 600 reads💚🖤💙
I guess that's all I have to say soooo
Stay safe
And I'll See y'all in the next chapterrrrrrr
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-ObsessedBandTrash👑