letters. 〚byler〛

⌠8 - mike⌡

Dear Will, 

Nancy's been acting really depressed lately. i dunno what her big deal is, she wont tell me. 

maybe she lost her v card with Stevey Man. 

okay, okay, sorry! i know you would be grossed out. 

anyways, that girl we found the other day's name is Eleven, i call her El, though. she seems to have this really weird obsession with Eggos. 

its kinda cute. 

ugh, sorry. 

anyways, i miss you. 

again, sorry for repeating myself. i bet if you were reading this you would be sick of how much i talk about missing you. 

i know you would say, 'cmon, Mike, stop being sappy! i can tell that you miss me already'. 

but that's the problem. i know what you would say. i just don't have your voice as proof. 

and that hurts, Will. it hurts so much. i know its not your fault that you went missing. i wish i could've protected you. but I'm too weak. I'm sorry. 

it was late, i should have biked you home. 

the more i think about this whole situation, the more it feels like my fault. 

again, i know what you would say. 

you would say, 'don't blame yourself, Mike, it wasn't anyone's fault. just move on, okay?' but i cant move on. youre my best friend. you always have been. 

and its so hard to lose the one person you've cared for your whole entire life, the person you care about more than anything in the world. the person you would die for, the person you would kill for, the person you would do anything they said for. 

we'll find you, Will. 

i'll get you back. 

- Mike