forever | e.d

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I tapped my fingertips against the wood gently, sinking further into my bed as I did so. My eyes stayed glued to the object at the other end of my bedroom, staring me down, glaring at me, haunting me.
Before I could even stand up and throw it into the bin out of surprise and anger, my door was pushed open, a draft of wind hitting my face.
" Holly, I got you a- " Lucas begun, about to place the McDonald's he'd bought me on my desk, before he saw blue and white test.
My brother's eyes widened when he looked at it, his hand extending out to pick it up.
" I peed on that, you know " I told him quickly, Lucas dropping it the floor and shouting dramatically.
I watched as he left my room, coming back with a pair of gloves and picking it up from the floor. I rolled my eyes at how stupid he was, wanting to hide away in my bed forever and cry.

I didn't know how any of this had happened. All I knew was that I was pregnant, even though we used protection, and I took the morning after pill. This was turning out to be a disaster extremely quickly, but the thought in the back of my mind said otherwise.
" Holly, mum always told us to wrap your- " Lucas joked, before I let out a sigh, slapping the bed with my hand.
" this isn't a fucking joke, Lucas! I'm pregnant! How is this funny? " I yelled at the boy, my sudden anger almost startling him.
His muscles softened as he took off the gloves, sitting down on the edge of my bed quietly. He thought I was kidding.
" I'm sorry " He told me, rubbing my back gently with his hand.
It was then that I broke down, tears cascading down my cheeks at an unstoppable rate. I felt pathetic, being eighteen and pregnant. I knew that Ethan was probably sat in his and Grayson's apartment, filming a video, laughing, and having an amazing time. He has so much going on for him, and I was going to end up ruining it all. That was not what I wanted.

ethan's pov.

" nah, bro. I'm just really worried about her, she's not been feeling too good lately " I told Grayson, flicking through the channels on the tv.
Grayson let out a breath, shaking his head with a chuckle. I watched him in disbelief as he shoved a whole handful of Cheetos into his mouth, small bits flying out of his mouth as he ate them. Gross.
" maybe she's carrying a lil Ethan in there, who knows? " He joked, my whole body numbing as the words left his mouth.
I was quick to shut him down, telling him no.
We used protection, and she took the morning after pill.
" no, that's impossible "
Grayson's eyes widened in surprise, almost jumping up from the sofa with a laugh.
" did you guys not fuck or something? Awh, did did not get- " My annoying brother teased, before I pushed him away by his forehead.
" no, shut up, Gray. We did, but- " I told him, being cut off once more.
" well, then there's no buts. Penis goes into vagina, condom breaks, BOOM! Pregnant " Grayson explained, sitting back down and rolling his eyes at my stubbornness.
I knew that wasn't it, maybe she just had a flu. So with that, I threw the remote at Grayson's head, telling him no one last time.
She wasn't pregnant, there was no way.