Melancholy

•Eleven•

I'm missing you
I want to hug you and tell you how much I love you.

but I can't

All I can do is to look at your photo on my wall,
And dream about you every single
night.
You are my greatest dream yet a worst nightmare.

I know every single details about you,
But the question is do you even know that I exist?
How do you love me if,
Im so far from your ideal girl
I can't be her, I can't be your ideal girl.

But I can be me who always be proud of you, who always here for you and who always here to love you until my last breathe.

I can be the light like the sun that shines through your darkest day, and
I can be your moon that sparks in the darkness when you are feeling down.

Even if I'll do those thing I know in the end that you will never and will never be choose me over her.

My heart believed in lies that someday you can also love me back.