Melancholy

•Twenty Two•

I saw you with another girl
I felt a tingling pain in my heart and it hurts so much.
But what would I'll do?
As your fan I will accept what I saw even if it's hurts so bad.
As your fan I need to support and accept the decision you want even if my heart will break into million pieces.

Please heal me, I'm in pain
Do you hear me love, please heal the wounds inside my heart, save me.
It's like Im drowning my own self into the ocean of wounded hearts.
I'm tired my love, please give me some strength.

They always said it is not a
"true love" that I feel for you
Instead they always say that it is only loyalty builds inside my heart.
But why did I ended up hurt so much if it is not a "true love"
And until now I'm suffering from this pain.
Tell me why?

If it's not a true love,
then what is it?
It's that what you called
'fake love'?