Melancholy

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All my life I believed in fairy tales
That the all girls in the universe have their very own prince chraming
Have their own fairy god mother
Live in the castle, with a lots of dresses, and have a magical life
That they will meet their prince charming in a magical place and in a most magical moment in their life.

But I was wrong, not all girls in the universe have a prince charming and so I am
When the prince that I chose was like a star, unreachable
How can he notice the girl in the town when that girl is not attractive at all like the princesses that he know
How can he hear the girl screaming his name when they are surrounded by a lots of people who also love the prince
And how can the prince from the castle love an ordinary girl in the town.

They always say that 'nothing is impossible'
But please stop hurting my feelings when it's hurt so many times that I can't even count the wounds inside my heart.
Stop making me believe in those lies, I can face the truth, reality always slap me saying "wake up don't be so pathetic stop imagining those thing that can't be happen"
I know that we can't have our own fairy tale
We can't have our own happy ever after.
And it's my fault for believing those fairytales that doesn't exist
Like our own love story,
it won't never be exist.