Melancholy

•Fourteen•

Many times that I smiled
infront of them,
Even show to them that I'm fine
But inside of me I'm tired of this pain.

I wish pain won't exist like how I feel when you are with other girls.
My eyes are always wet because of the tears of the pain.
I'm not lucky as them who always see you in eye to eye, who always hold your hand while you are signing your albums.

I can't do the same thing that they always do cause I'm so far away from you that even the fate can't find the way to meet the two of us.

You are the only person that can unwound my wounded heart, you are the only one that I need to show the world that genuine smile of mine.

You are the only one that I need in my life yet
You are the one that I can't have.