The Force between us || Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader

Chapter 4

"You're a traitor." She spat "Kissing that monster. What is wrong with you?" You had had enough, you extended your arm out in front of her and she froze "Shut up! Does it look like I care what you think? You've never once tried to get to know him!"

She was then able to resist you and swung her lightsaber at you, only just missing you. "The reason I haven't got to know him is because he killed Han Solo! He's a monster! He betrayed Leia and Han! His own parents!"

You then grabbed your lightsaber and retaliated, they crashed together. Causing the room to glow bright blue. "Who says that he killed Han Solo?! What if Han killed himself by using Kylo's lightsaber?! He probably did it to protect his son!!"

You swung your lightsaber at her again, she managed to bring her lightsaber backup again to counter your attack. "What's going on here?!" Leia had her blaster gun out, she put it away sighing.

"Both if you out those things away now! And please explain to me what is happening?" She crossed her arms not impressed. Rey put her lightsaber away and so did you, she stepped in front of you

"(y/n) is the problem here." She glared at you and then look at Leia "(y/n) was kissing Kylo Ren! She's a traitor to the Resistance."

Leia's eyes widened slightly, she lightly pushed past Rey and grabbed your shoulders "Is this true (y/n)? Did you see my son?" She looked at you concerned, you nodded in reply and then looked over at Rey, who was leaving your room annoyed.

"Its true General Leia. I saw Ben." She looked at you "How long have you been talking to him? Can you tell if he's conflicted or not?" You felt bad for not telling Leia everything but you didn't know what she would do if she knew he was conflicted.

"I've been talking to him for a while. Sorry that I kept it from you General Leia. Also I can't tell if he's conflicted. He hasn't opened up to me in that respect."

She nodded "(y/n) it doesn't matter what you two have done, as long as you saw my son and he is okay." She patted your shoulder and began to leave your room.

"Oh and (y/n), please take care of my son." She smiled and closed your door. You smiled slightly but it soon wavered. You lay down on your bed, you were conflicted.

You wanted to see Kylo and be with him. But that meant joining the First Order and by what Leia had told you, the First Order didn't really seem like a place you would give your loyalty to.

"You seem conflicted." You jumped slightly and got up. It was him. "I mean I guess I am conflicted." You ran your fingers through your hair and looked at him.

"I want to stay with the Resistance but I also want to be with you, if you don't feel the same I understand" He grabbed your hand and smiled slightly but then it faded as he thought of something.

"I do (y/n). But my loyalty is with Supreme Leader Snoke, you know that." You nodded slowly "I know. But if I joined you the First Order would I be able to be with you?"

He looked at you surprised "You'd leave the Resistance to be with me?" You nodded "And I don't know, I'd have to prove to Snoke that you're not a distraction or would bring me over to the Resistance."

You got up and grabbed your (f/c) pjs and placed them on your bed "I'll think about it." You smiled at him. "Don't think about it for too long." He laughed slightly, but then when you turned around he was gone.

"I won't, don't worry." You smiled slightly and then got into bed, you knew what your decision was already. You didn't need to think about it.