For You who...

Second

After almost 3 months, you two broke up. In that three months, I have accepted my fate. In that three months, a lot of things happen. I've been focused on mah studies. Medyo nagsimula na kasing maging stressful ang last year of being a senior high. I'm also glad kasi may work immersion. I don't saw you for almost a month pero before that immersion, magteam tayo for a contest. Glad we're four. Mas naging close tayo that time pero because of work immersion, I've lost in touch. It's a great thing. I have realized a lot of things. I have yfc fam. They were a blessing for me. I love them. They let me feel I am not alone. I can talk to someone who can understand me. I am really thankful to have them. My life was smooth not after almost 2 months after your break up. I don't know if that's break up or not. You came into the picture again. Now, it's on twitter. Twitter is my sanctuary. But it's getting crowded. You followed me. You chatted me on twitter. Hanggang twitter ba naman guguluhin mo ako? Sobrang nabigla ako sa'yo. And here you are again, sayin' things na hindi mo dapat sinasabi. You keep on telling me I should smile kasi I'm pretty. Eto na naman tayo. And then I seek for advise. It's her. It's her that told me you are a temporary person. You are indeed a temporary person, as well as her, same as everybody. But then, her sister, your friend, keep on pushing things. I told her that I don't want to believe you but she told me I should. I'm afraid na baka maulit. You are sweet pero that's not enough. I can't fall for your words. Not again. She kept on insisting, I kept resisting. You twitted, "meeting my Queen." That's my username. I hate you. I hate you for making me feel that I am special again. And for the second time, I heard some news. Woah. Just like the first time. Kayo na ulit. And I heard it first hand. It's from your girl. I'm happy for you, can I say that? But I'm happier for myself, I Don't really fall again. I resisted this time. I almost comitted the same mistake but this time, I responded differently. I don't know but maybe, just maybe, I'm your favorite toy. Maybe, tuwang-tuwa ka sa pakikipaglaro. But then, I am telling you. I don't play ay hearts so don't play with mine. Love isn't a game. You can't just joke 'bout it. I admit, I gave you a present last Christmas but t'was just as token of appreciation for the friendship. Please don't keep on reminding it to me. I'm doubting my actions because of you. You're stressing me. I am your friend, treat me as one. You're taken, act like one.

"God gives us friends because He always care for us. Love your friends, through them, there is Christ."