I dedicate this to my friend Sunee, who sadly pasted away five years ago.
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Sweet smiles and joyful laughs
Those are what I associate with your name
I'm glad to still have your memory after all these years.
I'm glad I still have you're smile in my mind.
You're sweet laugh is what I miss most.
You're name will forever be engraved in my heart, my mind, my soul.
Sunee.
What a beautiful name for a wonder girl.
Always smiling.
You were gone to soon.
I wish I could've taken your place.
I wish I could've been in your shoes.
You deserve to be alive.
But because you're not.
I'll live on for you.
No matter how much I want to be with you, I will keep pushing forward until my last breath.
For me to die right now, would be like spitting on your grave.
If I were to take my own life,
It would be disrespectful.
I am alive.
I have a chance to grow up and live my dreams.
I won't let you down.
I promise you I will get through this.
I will do it for you.
Sunee
YOU ARE READING
Book of thoughts
PuisiThis is me venting because I have a lot of feelings and I can't handle them. Some of this is in poem form. Some is NSFW
