Forgetful {E.D} complete

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I miss you slomo
dear ethan,

a good morning or whenever you read this. right now im sitting on

the side of my bed imagining you sitting next to me, i would just stair

at the beauty you project so well, if you decide to wake up you might be

able to read this and find me and talk to me or even fall in love with me

you know bits and pieces about me we talked a few times or actually alot

maybe. or thats what your brother told me

you are the most selfless person i met and please let me

elaborate on that .

.self.less.

concerned more of the need or wishes of others than himself . unselfish.

that describes you in so many ways i wish only i could tell you in real life,

when im around you i get this feeling where im lost in my thoughts and i lose

the courage to tell you how i feel

has anyone ever told you to care about yourself because you dont, and i love it, i care to much about myself to the point.

At this point I want you too wake up with a smile on your face filled with beauty

Please forgive my cheesiness

-bre

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I wake up to the sun beaming in my eyes, I squint it away making my way to the bathroom

-day 2-

Dear ethan,

Today is day two of this feeling of emptiness sitting inside my boring body

Sometimes I feel maybe modeling isn't my thing because of what other people look like other than me

I'm 5'8 and not the skinniest either, my brown hair falls to my elbows long and silky. I have dark green eyes with a touch of gray

People think I'm a beauty but I don't.

I'm not exactly sure why, because sometimes I look in the mirror and I love my reflection then there is times I look in the mirror and I want to vomit

Am I lying to myself?
Are they lying too me?

When I first say you, I thought you would be a model only because of how gorgeous you look, but I would love to be a dolphin trainer, you were so happy well at least looked

Then there is your brother the one I never knew you had but to my knowledge my brother and him are best friend? I think so, but I always liked you better than him

You are humble and selfless with a smile no one could ever resist looking at, and I can't say I don't like it at all because I know how much you hate lies

Day 2 of missing you, Grayson told me you might have amnesia.. please don't I need you to remember me your the only person I enjoy spilling my feelings too

-bre

I walk out the house still rubbing my eyes.. I have no one to look good for so why would I

I step out into the open and watch people smile at each other like they are art

I'm not for sure

I walk into the café and I sit on the seat next to the window stairing into the open

"what can I get for you today?"

"um ill get a late but sugar on the side" I say to her

"anything else?"

"No thank you" I tell her while she walks away with a smile

a smile I wish I had

I scroll through my phone tell I get a phone call

"whats up gray"

"hey, so I found out ethan might wake up next week"

a smile then plasters on my face

"but... he might have amnesia, and he might only remember a few things"

"oh okay. I have to go ill call later"

"everything will be okay"

"thank you bye"

"Bye" I hang up

the waitress sets the drink on the table and smiles

"thanks" "Anytime" she walks away

I sip on my coffee slowly looking out the window, I lost my happiness inside me.. I think I'm sinking

I put down the empty cup picking up my bag and leaving the café

I walk into the hospital

'126'

I open the door slightly making my way as if he was sleeping and I couldn't wake him up

can he dream? is he dreaming? could he of forgotten me?

I slip the paper in the drawer

and I walk back to the door and stair at him. "Please wake up" I whisper, but nothing happened

will anything ever happen?