Forgetful {E.D} complete

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{BRES POV}

I wake up to pain in my head,I walk in the bathroom and i look in the mirrorr not really happy with my reflection

Will I ever be as pretty as those other girls, with a smile irreplaceable and a body everyone craved of having

I wanted that, but I won't ever have that

I'm just a girl that wakes up to frizzy disgusting hair each and every morning and a smile so crooked and fake and long arms and legs and a dimples that look more like holes

That's what I think but hopefully not others .

{ETHANPOV}

She is just a girl with long frizzy hair and beautiful green eyes with a perfect body any girl would crave and her dimples so cute it makes me blush and a smile any guy would die to be the cause of

Like me

My body is so plain, I try so hard to look good and it never works I guess I'm just born ugly,My hair frizzes in the most unwanted moments

I'm so ugly Ethan, why?

Your so beautiful Bre, how?
How could I forget her why would I forget her

How could I do such a thing?

I fucking hate this. How I can't remember such a human? How it's so odd how I can remember my brother and his friends my family but not her?

Why was she chosen to be forgotten?

{BRESPOV}

I'm oddly happy this morning after multiple medications I took I remembered it's all fake

James made me take a pill that makes me happy
Why?

Not sure, he said I was more attractive happy and with this shitty smile,obviously not in the exact words but I don't blame him for not knowing why I'm so ..sad

"Hey hey" James said closing the front door "morning" I reply scanning the window and sipping on my coffee

"Sooooooooo,what do you want to dooooo" he said in a hopeful voice. "Can I see Ethan?" I ask "you've seen him everyday for the past month" he states like I didn't know "I know.. he only woke up yesterday morning" I tell him

"And he doesn't remember you, just leave the poor man alone". He says rolling his eyes "I know that James and all you comments are making me feel so much better" I say feeling my throat close

I'm going to cry

"Did you take the meds?" He asks "yes James yes.. these pills paint another smile on my face and I'm so done with trying to tell you they don't work my mind is used to them"

"How?" "DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN DAD DIED? Ya I was only happy because a pill help up my smile"

{ETHANSPOV}

Its 10:05 A.M, the nurse said she usually comes at 6:00 A.M and leaves at 9:00 A.M

Does she think I don't care, because I really do..

Every minute

10:06
10:07
10:07
10:15
10:35

I sit staring at the wall, letting the cold AC hit my warm face. While my body stays still

-10:45-

The door slowly opens "hey " I sit up quickly knowing it was Bre

"hey.." she sat down playing with her fingers

"Is everything okay?" I ask her, "great!" She says with a obvious fake smile

"I know I don't know you perfectly but you can always talk to me" I say with a smile

"Thank you Ethan I appreciate it" she smiles

She semmed so happy today "what makes you so enthusiastic this morning?" "My brother makes me take antidepressants, it only works sometimes" she says still playing with her fingers

"I'm leaving this place tomorrow you ready for our dinner date thing?" I ask her, she looks at me with a smile

"I've been ready for a while now" she smiles

Her smile melts my heart, she is so perfect and I hope she can accept me and like me as much as I like her