Forgetful {E.D} complete

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{BRESPOV}

I wake up to my head still throbbing, and my brother hovering over me.

"Morning," I say getting up "are you okay, you were crying in your sleep?" He questions

I walk out his room leaving him behind me "I'm great" I tell him pouring a cup of water. "You aren't bre I know you too well" he says sitting on the couch

"Alright fuck I'm not okay," I say in defeat "what happened," he asks walking towards me "that's something I can't explain," I say walking back to my room

{ETHANPOV}

Dear Ethan,
Day 6

I stood there watching you with a smile
On my face, your beautiful and I'm
Not and will never be enough for you
You've left a mark of happiness on
Me even though we haven't known
Each other for the longest of time
But I feel like it

The day you let me into your room
I was in so much pain,plotting
My own death. Waiting tell the
Day I would let myself disappear
Into nothing, but those footsteps
Gave me hope, to be more specific
Walking into room number '126'
Was my best decision, at this time
I don't know if I will regret it

I know you will grow to an age
Find love, get married and have kids
And for facts I know it won't be me
I'm just a depressed 20 years old
And I was born with a broken heart.
And the possibilities of me letting it grow
Back together is easy but yet so hard.

Please if you break my heart, don't just
Tell me you don't love me anymore.
I will understand, well one day

When I'm 45 and live next door to my brother
That is married with 2 clones of him
And I would have that aunt that tell you
To watch out for people who think it's
Funny to keep people broken

That's who I will be..

-Bre

I take the paper and put it back into my drawer.

She told me not to break her heart but yet here I am doing it.

Last night was and is so questionable, I don't know the girl's name yet there I was making out with her, bre saw and I saw her expression but I ignored it

I didn't ask to explain what really happened, but she helped last night her presence helped me, he smile made me feel good.

She cleaned up a room I, later on, destroyed again, but I'm pretty sure she will give up on me soon

But I don't want her too, but I'm also not good enough for her

All I do is cause disturbance to others and pain. Why am I good at it

{BRESPOV}

I cry into my pillow it's probably been the we kind hour, and I'm sure my brother is worried. But I couldn't care less I'm just hurt and tired of it

I wrote him letter to understand me not to hit me at my weakest parts.

"Bre? Open up it's James" my brother mocks on my door repeatedly "come in"I direct

I stay still my head stuck on the pillow while i sob? James sits on my bed and rubs my back "I won't be able to help you if you won't explain what led you to this" he states

"I don't want to get you mad" I say between my cries "I promise alright" I felt his smile warm my body

I honestly love my brother

I prop myself up wiping my tears away.

"Last night at the party I didn't drink don't worry.. I went upstairs and sat in a empty room and listened to music

I heard bangs like someone was destroying something so I got up and went to see if anything was wrong. It was Ethan. I picked up the pieces of glass not really saying much, and went down to get a cup of water. You know I like him..a lot I walked upstairs with his and my cup of water

And he was making out with another girl.. I couldn't Control my emotion so u threw my cup of water all over the floor and walked out. And that's why I was so ...mad.

I've been hurt so many times I'm used to it, but I thought maybe giving him a chance would work but I just got more hurt and I hate it janes i hate it. I hate everything and everyone on this earth and I'm tired of faking it" i cry out

He looks at me knowing I'm in pain and hugs me so tight. I don't know what I would do without him

I just don't..

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Short chapter sry