Forgetful {E.D} complete

•12•

{BRESPOV}

"Breeee August stanly" my brother yells from the kitchen "WHAaat" I yell back from the inside of my room

"Come here" he whines, I pick myself of the bed walking into the kitchen

" so we haven't been to a party since Highschool, so im taking my friends and let's go" he says laying on the couch

"Ugh no" I say laying next to him "ugh yes, I'm making you go we're leaving at 6"

I take a deep breath "ok" I say walking back to my room

I hate parties
I hate people
Who is with me?

It's currently 5:01 which means I have an hour sadly

I look through my closet I'm more of stalling because he only thing I would wear is jeans and a shirt

Sooo that's my outfit

Blue boyfriend jeans and a red kinda crop top, I brush out my hair leaving it down.

I look in my mirror contemplating on my makeup

"COME ON B" my brothers yells "coming" I tell him walking out my room

He takes my hand and we walk to the car

"You ready?" He questions
No
"Yes" I take a deep breath

We get to car and I walk him walk off, if he. If he only could understand how much anxiety that is swimming inside of me

I walk in slowly feeling the strongest of stairs

I walk upstairs where the scent of alcohol filled the house,

I look around looking for my brother, but couldn't find him. This is why I hate Parties, I could be home sleeping or watching a movie

I walk into the last room I could find

I put my headphones in my ears, just focusing on the wall

I hear a loud crash as if someone is destroying something, I sit there a few seconds waiting for it too stop

Again i heard crashing glass and yells in frustration.

He must be really mad .

I take a deep breath lifting myself off the bed, I walk into the room next to mine and the door was open

Ethan?

Vases and picture frames were crushed to pieces and his face was flushed red, he looked a mess.
I walk in slowly into the room and I look at him examining his face

He looked st the floor "is everything okay?" I question, I get no answer. I start picking up the glass slowly while he just sat on the bed

The room stayed quiet while I put everything the way it was supposed to be.

He sits on the bed quiet I look at him while he looks down, I pick up myself up slowly walking out the room

James: are you drinking
James: I'm druxk u taken meee homae

I roll my eyes staring at the texts on my phone
I watch my steps walking down the stairs, I'm so thirsty

The kitchen filled with drunk humans and constant yells and laughs, I walk in picking up a empty cup but who knows

I walk to the fridge fillings 2 cups of water, as I watch drunk people drink and dance and talking about things they would regret if they were sober

I walk up the stairs while my heads starts to throb in pain. I stop take a deep breath and keep walking, my mind telling to not go up there, but yet again I keep walking

My head still throbbing I keep walking into the room I thought Ethan was stilling alone in

My heads shift to Ethan making out with a girl with long blonde hair and tights so tights they look 7 sizes to small.

I feel myself go dizzy and my eyes fill with water. My body goes weak while I throw my water on the floor. I walk away crying

What was I thinking,he. Ethan Dolan would never love me or let alone love me.

What am I thinking?

I walk around the party looking for my brother, my head still I pain.

"JAMES" I tell while I push through people.
"FUCKING JAMES STANLY" I yell over and over

He walks over to me, tripping over himself multiple times in the process. "Yeassss b" he says while holding my face

"Were going home" I say pulling him by the arm "nooo come on I haven't had this much fun in years" he says looking sad

"Good.. now let's go" i say in a strong voice, he gives in gripping on my hand while I pull him into the car

He looks back at his friend and I watch Grayson stomp up the stairs madly.. he is probably as mad as me..

I look out the windshield, feelings the tears fall off my face

"What's wrong" he touched my shoulder, I flinch in response, I didn't answer. I don't want him to flip right now because he is very drunk.

I arrive at my apartment helping him walk in. He plops on the couch and falls asleep almost instantly

I walk to my room quietly still crying.

Once again crying over someone who never loved me.

{GRAYSONPOV}

Bre walls in on me and James talking, I noticed tears that covers her face, I'm not drunk because I don't drink

She started to talk to James telling him they were leaving so I quickly escape stomping up the stairs. I know why she is crying. Ethan

I look around the upstairs portion searching for Ethan, each door was either looked or you could hear what was going on

Finally the last room door was wide open and there Ethan was sitting in the bed with tiny shards of glass and a broken book shelf. He is crying

"Hey bud" I say in a quiet tone "fuck off" he says sternly "what's going on Ethan I'm trying to help"

"Leave" he says " we are going home come on" I say grabbing his hand.

We soon get home and he goes strait to his room, no explanation or anything

So I call Bre

"Hey bre"
"Hey" she sniffles
"Is everything ok?" I question
"It's great" she says while he voice gets lower
"Explain to me what's going on" I ask
"I'm just sensitive and attached" she cries
"Can I call you later I'm tired" she adds
"Sure ya" I tell her

She hangs up, and I'm sill confused