•21• epoligue

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I wake up to sound of loud cries from another bedroom.i lift my body up and walk to the bed room.

Each cry was shouted louder, I walk down the hall way of my apartment walking to his room

"George?" I nock slightly, "please tell me what's going on" I question. No reply. No answer

"Hey George please answer" I say a little louder

3:00 am. A 14 year old boy crying. Something must be wrong

I slowly maneuver the lock, opening his room door.

He looks out his wide open window, sitting on the room floor.

"Hey what's going on?" I crouch down to his reach "she is gone" he cries "who is gone?" I question hugging him tightly

"Leslie . Mom, she was shot" he cries into my shoulder "I'm so sorry geo" I kiss his forehead

Leslie Washington ; dies 1:17 December 14th

The image of Ethan dying in my arms, me crying in terror and my life breaking apart in my hands

Again.

Tears consume my face and we cry together. He looks at me Pushing the tears off my face.

"We have each other mom" he whispers. "I love you so much George" I whimper

"I love you too mom, and I'm so glad I was chosen to be a part of this small family"

Family.
We are a family.
And will always be.
Ethan is somewhere up there.
Waiting for me.

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"George dolan please come down stairs" I yell

"What now mom" he runs down rolling his eyes

"Why would you beat him up?" I question sipping on my coffee. "He was making fun of me" he looks down

"That is not an excuse to touch him, he is in a lot of pain"

"He said I deserve not having a dad" he yells out. My face expression goes blank.

"You do have a father" I whisper "mom when will get over it, he died so long ago, I moved on from Leslie and she died when I was 13 now I'm 17" he snaps

I shake in pain
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"you fell in love with a guy who lost himself"ethan wishpers

"i said shut up"

the man turns around and shoots ethan. my face goes blank, my face goes red while i fall onto the floor crying

"please ethan listen to me , breath" i cry loudly

"bre there is no point, but i love you and my child" he smiles

" no no noo please ethan for me" i touch his neck making sure he was breathing, blood dripping onto my hands while i cry in terror

but every second his heart rate went down, and so was the rate of my happy self.

we were suppose to get married, adopt a child,and travel the world and grow old together. we were suppose to get matching tats and make each other laugh.

you were suppose to be there for me ethan

"ethan" i lay my head on his chest letting the blood soak into my hair

Ethan Dolan; dies 4:13PM December 10th
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I clear my throat and taking a deep breath

"I-i am -so sorry mom" he realized what he said
"It's okay now go to school" I feel myself cry

He walks up into my arms and hugs me " I love you a lot, but I think I have anger issues" he whispers

"Your exactly like Ethan" I smile "he had anger issues?" He asks

"Yes, now get to school before I cry, your friends are out there" I smile

He walks out the door while I walk behind him

I lean against the door while all his friends wave to him and I

"Love you mom" he yells "I love you too" I smile

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"Mom I want to marry her" he looks at me, the small house echoed his few words

"I would love for you to do that" I jump in excitement

"What if she says no?" He says nervous "you are the most handsome and most amazing person alright she will say yes" I grab his shoulders

"Thank you mom" he smiles "your growing so quickly I can still remember the day Ethan and I wanted to adopt you"

"Ugh mom I'm only 22" he rolls his eyes playfully

"See I'm old" I laugh.

"Who is old?" The front door opens and James walks in

"Uncle j" George laughs "what's up bud"

I look at them and smile. Exactly what I wrote in the letters

I'm the aunt that tells the children to watch out for the wrong people, and here I am doing that. I love my life, but I would love if Ethan would be here to watch our son grow

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"Your dress is beautiful" I Tell ally "thank you so much" she laughs

"I'm so happy for you and George" I cry "thank you" she smiles

"And I'm so thankful you let him marry me" she grabs my shoulder
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" your son is very handsome" she smiles
"Thank you" I smile

"I'm so happy ally would be able so marry such a gentle man, she is so lucky her dad never liked the idea of her" she sighs

I scrunch my eyebrows telling her I didn't understand "he wanted a abortion" she smiles

"Oh I would never" I Smile back.

I watch all and George while they looked at each other. Reminds me so much of Ethan and I. For some reason then together reminds me of Ethan and I

He always told me she made him less angry and she calmed him. Exactly what my effect was on Ethan

Ally and George Dolan
Bre and Ethan Dolan

"Mom come here and dance" George call me over, I sigh getting up walking over to him

Ally dances with her dad while me and him dance

Neither of us doing any well "thank you mom" he smiles looking at me "no need to thank me, thank Ethan for choosing you" I smile

His eyes brim with water and he engulfs me into a hug, his tall figure squishes mine.

"Well thank you Ethan Dolan for marrying such an amazing human being" he whispers

"Thank you Ethan" I add to all the cries.

Ethan Dolan; dies 4:13 December 10th

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