The Breaking Point

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A/N: I'm just going to say sorry in advance if the bold isn't working. My computer is wacko and sometimes the bold will say it works when it doesn't so I'm sorry if that happens.

Sophie's POV

As soon as I woke up I wanted to go back to sleep but Ray said " Get up sleepy head." When I didn't budge he smacked me with a pillow and I smacked him back before going to get ready. 

When we arrived at Foxfire I met up with Fitz and he put his arm around my waist. He walked me to my locker and I got my things. " I have to go Fitz. Love you." " Love you too." He said and he kissed me before walking off.

As I headed to the silver towers for inflicting I heard lots of whispers. Some people said " She doesn't deserve him." while others started calling me names.

The one thing that caught my attention was Stina saying " It won't last. Eventually he will just toss you to the side and move on. All you do is cause everyone pain. Everything would've been better off with out you."

I wanted to scream. Yell. Cry. I wanted to do so much but deep down I knew she was right. I continued walking but in my head all the guilt was starting to come down.

The rest of the day was a blur. I didn't go to lunch so I would avoid Keefe. I knew that if he felt this guilt he would either tell the others and they would worry non-stop or it would break him.

When I said I wasn't going to lunch they thought nothing about it. I told them that a mentor wanted to speak with me so I would eat there. The truth is I didn't eat. That night when it was time for dinner I took the food to my room and claimed I had homework. I didn't eat anything but I did do my work.

After while Ray came up and noticed the untouched food. He tried to get me to eat but I said I had eaten before dinner. Another lie. He left me alone about it and I went to sleep.

After a few days I hadn't eaten anything Ray confronted me. " Soph you need to eat. You haven't eaten dinner in a few days. Plus you haven't gone to lunch. You say you are eating somewhere else but I don't think you are telling the truth."

" I'm fine!" I yelled. " No you're not. You are as pale as a sheet. You aren't eating properly and you are shutting everyone out." He said. He tried to come closer to me and I freaked out. I pushed him back using telepathy.

I was so scared of what I had just done. He was scared of me. I could see the fear in his eyes. I'm a monster. He left me alone and I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up in a haze. I headed to school without Ray. Stina came up to me and said " Look at you. You're pathetic. You might hate me but deep down you know I was right. You hurt everyone you care about. You ruin everything."

This is it. My breaking point. I needed to get to Fitz. He could help me. But did I want to be fixed? Did I deserve to be fixed? Maybe everything would be better if I was gone. I was starting to loose myself when Fitz came up to me.

He must've noticed my tear streaked face because he said " Soph what's wrong?" I was weak. I only had so much strength before I break. I used the last of my energy to say " I'm sorry Fitz."

Fitz looked confused. Before he could ask I fell. I heard a few people scream my name but I was too far gone to come back. It was better this way. Everyone will be safe with me gone.

Fitz's POV

I walked up to Sophie she was pale and had a tear streaked face so I asked " Soph what's wrong?" She took a second as if contemplating what to say.

" I'm sorry Fitz." She said. I was so confused sorry for what? The next thing I know she falls. " Sophie!" I yell and catch her. I notice Ray running towards us yelling her name as well. By now I was crying.

" No! No no no no no." Ray said. " I should've done something. I'm an idiot." He said. " What do you mean?" I asked.

" Fitz she hasn't eaten in days. I confronted her last night and she pushed me to the wall with telekinesis. I could see fear in her eyes. She wasn't herself. I should've known it was guilt. That was why she was avoiding lunch so she could avoid Keefe." He said.

We both brought her to Elwin with Biana, Keefe, Dex, and the twins joining when they saw her. When we told them what happened they all burst into tears even Tam.

That's it. I walked in before anyone could stop me and walked over to her. Ray must've known what I was planning because he said " Let me come too. I can enhance you. I might not have an impenetrable mind like hers but she is my sister so I want to help."

I nodded. We both put our fingers on her temples. The adults walked in and yelled for us to stop but it was too late. Me and Ray plunged into her mind without any interruptions.

A/N: Haha. Cliffhanger. What will happen. Will Sophie come back or will she decide to stay broken.  Sorry but you'll have to wait. Anyways Bye!


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