"hey richie" i asked softly, he hummed a yes and continued to run his hand through my hair.
"why did that just happen?" i was referring to what just went on in those two hours. "i don't know, but it was good as fuck" he chuckled to himself.
i roll my eyes playfully even if he couldn't see me. "hey hayley" he said. i hummed a yes "did you like it?" he asked.
i sighed and nodded "sadly i would go for another round right now" i shrug. "and you say i'm horny" he shoved my shoulder a bit. "that's because you are" i giggle.
he stayed silent for a minute but then spoke "that's a fact also" he said. i began to laugh and i turned to face him. i kinda just admired his face because trust me there's a lot to admire.
his freckles on his face and how the ones on his nose are the darkest. he had very defined cheek bones and baby pink plumpy lips. "i know i'm sexy but you don't need to stare" he rose his brows.
i rolled my eyes and shoved his chest "asshole" i bit my bottom lip and slowly pushed my self off the bed. we really made a mess with the sheets everywhere, the pillows were on the floor and my shirt and pants are no where to be seen. i kept my bra and underwear near by.
i felt richie get off the bed and walk near me grabbing his pants. he slid them on and buckled them, he looked around for his shirt. he spotted it hanging on the end of the bed and slid it on him. "are you going to get dressed?" he asked me.
i lay back on the bed "yea...just not right now" i shrug. he laughed and stood in front of me with his hands out.
"come on"
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"im home hunny!" i yelled through out the half empty house. i lowered my brows and took my shoes off dropping my bag off.
"where were you?" bill walked out from he living room. "jesus bill you almost gave me a heart attack" i held my hand up to my heart.
he crossed his arms and didn't laugh so he was serious. "i was with richie" i shrug. he lowered his brows and opened his mouth a bit. "i was so worried about you, you could of told me before you left" he shook his head.
"jeesh im sorry dad, want to hold my hand when we cross the street?" i roll my eyes. "i just might have to with the way you are acting" his jaw clenched.
"gosh bill let me be, ever since that whole stanley thing happened you've been up my ass leave me be" i can admit i raised my voice the slightest. "i'm sorry princess want me to rub your feet?"
"maybe i've been up your ass because you aren't stable. every night i have to pick your drunk ass up from a bar or club, or look for you sitting on a curb half dressed and drunk! i make you breakfast every morning, i make you lunch and dinner every night. i make sure you aren't doing something stupid all the fucking time, all i ask from you is to let me know what you're up too. because at the end of the day everything falls on me making sure you are okay, because clearly i've been the only one who's actually cared for you. where was richie...and stanley and beverly! it was all me dammit!" he yelled at me.
i stood there silent, i was at a lost of words to tell the guy. i didn't know what say to him, he was right, everything he said was the truth.
"yea, call me your dad call me your stuck up mother but i did all of this because i love you hayley. i don't want you end up like," he didn't finish his sentence. "i just- i just want you safe where if anything happens i'll be there next time" he closed his eyes and sighed deeply running his hand threw his nappy hair.
i bit my bottom lip and looked at him. i felt so guilty, i felt like a broke his trust with me. bill was the only one who actually was there for me and i took it all for granted.
i walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his torso laying my head on his chest. he slowly put his arm around my shoulders. "bill i love you, i love you a lot okay? i'm sorry" i said softly.
i felt the top of my head get wet, the slightest bit.
he was crying. i've never seen him cry.
he kissed the top of my head and sighed. i pulled apart from him and looked up at him. "i do this for a good reason okay, i don't do it to be a bitch. i just want you to be safe" he wiped his tears.
i nodded and smiled weekly, he laughed and picked his shirt up cleaning his face.
"how about we go get some ice cream? beverly is at work so" he smiled. i chuckled a bit and nodded "im always in for some ice cream."
he smiled and gave me one more hug.
"i love you too hayley"
eh short chapter i don't really know how i feel about it
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daddy issues|| richie tozier
Fanfictionits richie tozier lowercase letters intended. mature content! all characters aged up. all credits to IT i guess.