daddy issues|| richie tozier

5

"no no no no no no no" i ran into my house and threw my bag somewhere and looked around my room. "fuck me!" i ran over to my desk and moved around the papers and pencils. they went flying everywhere adding more of a mess to my room.

i turned around and went to my vanity. i opened the drawers and took some clothes out looking for my notepad. i slammed the drawers closed and walked over my bed going to my bedside table. "please be in here" i pleaded to myself.

i pulled it open and it was beauty, my black notepad. i grabbed it and laid on the floor in relief i didn't lose it.

this notepad has everything in it, like everything. only beverly knows about this and it stays like that. no exception.

i got up from the floor and sat on my bed. i opened it to the latest thing i wrote it was the address to the party and who was hosting it.

"i can't believe i'm actually going to this" i whisper to myself. hey, talking about going places. i glanced up to my clock 5:30.

shit.

i got up putting the notepad under my pillow. i jumped over the things on my floor and into the living room were my brother was.

"tyler! what are you doing?" i put my arms up. "watching tv?" he scrunched his brows turning his head to me in confusion. "tyler it's 5:30 mom comes home in a few minutes," he finally noticed what i said "we didn't do anything" i groan.

he gets up "i got the kitchen you got the living room, go!" he ran past me pushing me into the living room.

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"well done, i'm going to bed" my mom looked around landing her gaze on us. she pushed between us and up the stairs.

i sigh quietly and turn around watching her lock herself in her room. my brother walked off into the living room again.

i glanced at the time 7:27 the party is at eight. i should start getting ready now. i walked up the steps lazily and opened my bedroom door.

i walked to my closet and looked around it. i pulled out a dress, i don't usually wear dresses but i can try for tonight.

i made sure my door was locked and stripped from my daily clothes into this black dress. it was a just a low cut black dress with spaghetti strands. it was literally the only fancy thing i owned.

but just because i wear a dress doesn't mean i'm not wearing converse. i laced up my black high top converse and tied them. i just let my hair be natural, which is just straight.

i don't like makeup only lip gloss. so i'll just put that on, i turned and the time was 7:49 i should head out to beverly's now.

i grabbed my coat and put it over me, i opened my door and got past my brother without him noticing me.

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"i'm not a party person" i told beverly as i held onto her arm and looking at the house that had loud ass music coming from it.

"just stay with me okay?" beverly said as she opened the door to a full house. it was almost impossible to get in but we somehow made it inside.

"should we find eddie or bill?" beverly said loudly. "yea i guess" i nod and take my coat off. "here take this" i pass it to a random guy and smile walking with beverly.

i held onto her for the life of me, my life was literally on the line i could be crushed by these people. "hey there's eddie" she started to walk quicker.

"stop short legs! short legs!" i yelled after her as she took big steps to eddie. "eddie hey" she finally came to a stop pulling me next to her.

"hey you guys actually came" eddie stoos up from the couch. i looked around and finally took in what was really going on.

"wow a lot of people" i laugh to myself. "hey by any chance have you seen richie?" i ask eddie, a smirk grew on his lips. "why?" he squinted his eyes. "i just want to say hi" i cross my arms over my revealed chest.

"he left with someone into the crowd" eddie shrugged. "how about bill?" beverly surprisingly said. i scrunched my brows and looked at her. "oh wait i see him nevermind" she left eddie and i alone to go to her new lover.

i rolled my eyes and sat down on the couch with eddie following my actions. "party's suck" eddie laughed. i laid my head on his shoulder and hummed a long yes.

i sigh and look at everyone dancing. i lifted my head from his shoulder. "plans to make this couch our couch?" eddie said. i put my hand up and he gave me a high five. "plan accepted" i giggled and he gave a small laugh.

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i'm getting bored, eddie and i have only got off this couch for the restroom or to get something to drink.

i haven't even seen richie once! is he even here, ugh i get my hopes up too much. not that it matters if he is because frankly i don't care.

ha.

yea.. i don't at all.

"i'm going to get more" i pointed to my cup, eddie nodded. i pushed my self off the red couch and walked around the people grabbing each other and dancing with each other or just making out with each other.

i rolled my eyes and got to the fruit punch, i poor myself some and while i was i felt a hand on my waist. i stopped what i was doing and put the spoon down. "it's just me calm down" i heard richies voice in my ear and also beer reeked from him.

i turned around "look who decided to show" i roll my eyes and drink my fruit punch. "you took my advice on the dress" he looked at the dress i was wearing. i groaned and covered my chest with my arms.

"i didn't have anything else" richie sat on the stool and just looked at me. "are you drunk tozier?" i kinda found his amusing.

"what? no," he shook his head "i don't drink" he hiccuped. i laughed and turned my body to face him "you so are" i giggled.

"that's adorable" he sat up, i scrunched my brows looking at the drunk kid "your giggle, it's adorable" he laughed and put his finger under my chin. i removed his finger from my chin "i'm going back to eddie now" i nodded and started to walk there.

"why? why eddie why can't it be me?" he followed behind me. "eddie isn't drunk" i called out. "can i just have one dance ma'lady?" he grabbed my arm and turned me around, rather smoothly we bumped chest and he looked down on me.

"i dont think we should" i told him not breaking our eye connection. "just one what's the harm?" he put his arms around my waist. i looked down and noticed how close we actually were.

"one. it means nothing" i put my arms around his neck hesitantly. "sure it won't" he smirked. "tozier, i mean it nothing" he rolled his eyes and nodded. "i know" he said.

"okay good, good" i whispered the last part to myself. it was an awkward three minutes but when the song ended i pulled away quickly.

"what up butter cup" stanley came next to me kissing my cheek. i giggled a bit "stanley" i cross my arms and place a playful smile on my lips.

"wait what?" we both turned to richie who was looking at the both of us confused. "what?" i asked him glancing back at stanley.

"you guys are dating?" richie asked once more but sounded annoyed. "no. not really" stanley said and i nodded agreeing.

"so you are?" richie scrunched his brows. "like he said ... no. not really. what's there to get?" i watched as richie slowly grew mad or maybe even sad.

"oh" was all he said as he turned around. i grabbed his arm "are you upset?" i said looking up at the boy who was clearly upset about something.

"no. we aren't even close like that" he pulled his arm from me.

ouch, that hurt.