Will I ever be happy? Truth is I don't know how to even be happy I have pretend to be happy for so long I don't even reamber how to be happy. I have ptsd what means that I have flash backs of stuff I don't want to reamber, know how hard it is to be happy when you keep on getting flash backs. I have always been told in order to be happy you have to forget the bad stuff, how can I forget my Mom and dad doing drugs, how do I forget my Mom death how can I forget the abuse my dad put me throw, how do I forget about sex trafficking, but most of all how do I forget all of the people how act like they care but they don't, how can I forget about all the people how have hurt me. I don't know if I will ever know what being happy feel likes.
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Non-Fiction14 year old Nikki looks fine at least that's what people think. no one knows how she actually feels.
