I have never really celebrated my birthday. I havent ever have a birthday part or anything like that. The biggest thing that happen to me on my birthday was that I would get a chocolate bar. My real family didnt ever have that much money so just getting that one chocolate bar was the best thing in the world to me. So that's how it went the same thing ever year, until my 7th birthday. May 24 my mom died. She was hit by a drunk driver on her way to the store to get me and my siblings a chocolate bar. Since that day my birthday hasn't been the same since my moms death. Celebrity my birthday just doesnt feel right anymore or the same. People have always told me it's not my fault that my mom died that it could have happen to anyone, But my mom was only driving to get chocolate bars that me and my siblings wanted. Maybe just maybe my mom would have been alive if we didnt ask for a chocolate bar.
So to all the people that ask why i dont celebrate my birthday that's becaue it doesn't feel right. It was one thing losing my mom but know I lost my siblings to. Know nothing seems right.
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Non-Fiction14 year old Nikki looks fine at least that's what people think. no one knows how she actually feels.
