So all my friends have been telling me to tell them my feelings and not to lock them away well I did tonight I told my two best friends kenna and Skye. I just ask them one question and that was "hey be honest have I been acting wired" both of them say yes but one of them actually helps me and doesnt leave me and doesnt ger mad at me the other one does. This other one has know me since 5th grade so I thought she would listian more since I listin to her. But to her I dont, she says that I get mad to easily and that I have to watch what I say then i say back on okay that makes sinve I will try to change that then she goes no dont change anything so I ask what do u mean and she says everyone is use To me doing it. And then I dont kbow whay to say. I didnt kbow that I get mad easily I never notice my eyes started to tear up becaue I felt like I let my friends down. Then she texts again saying that I never listian. Then I text I do listin skye but i dont alway know what to say then she says will you shut the fuck up and listin to me and I said I do listin i am listin right kbow. So she says some more but then once again she says you never listin I am going to bed night then I went to send gn streake and took a pic of my face I had tears because I open my heart up to Skye and and she just closed it. She sent a pic of her face saying just beache you have tears in your eyes doesnt mean I do...... I hope she is happy I tried to open my heart to her and trust her but she shut me down she locked my heart back up in a jail cell but this time I put chains around my heart so that way ment time it wont be so easily to break.
I am sorry to anyone I have let down
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Non-Fiction14 year old Nikki looks fine at least that's what people think. no one knows how she actually feels.
