Jinxx Is My Dad?! (COMPLETED)

Chapter 16: Judgements

~Ashley's p.o.v~

I was sitting in the middle of the nursery floor looking over carpet and hardwood samples when Light came in with Autumn tucked away in her zebra carrier.

"Ashley.. We need to talk.." That got my attention. Before I knew it, I was looking at her.

"About what? More decisions? This nursery is starting to be a real pain in my ass." Which was true.

She shook her head back and forth, meaning no. "Not that.. About Jake. He really wants to be in her life, like I blame him. He is her biological father."

God I wish this day would be years away. Rage took over and I threw the circle samples of hardwood at the window, only scratching it. "No! I will not allow that thing in her life! She doesn't need three parents!" The words came out before I could stop them. Making her jump back and clutching the carrier to her chest. Terrified.

"But.. She's not even your real daughter! So he bailed when I was for months pregnant! He still cares! He still loves me, and I still love him!" That was like a slap in the face. And a knife in my heart.

"Fine! If you love him so damn much go fucking live with him! I gave up my party life for nothing you no good whore!" Fuck her. Fuck the baby. Fuck life. I'm done with her. I could see my words hurt her, which is what I wanted. I knew I still wanted her, but knowing she still wanted Jake.. I wasn't going to fight over. When I looked up again, she was gone. Tires squealed as they left the pavement. I'd still leave the room. Just unfinished. If she decides to come back, we'll finish it.

~Light's p.o.v~

Tears overflowed my eyes as I drove to my father's home. Ashley.. Dumped me over something so stupid.. He didn't even listen to what I had to say.. He's such a ass. Why did I ever fall for him?

"Light? What the hell happened?" Jinxx asked when he saw me at his doorstep with Autumn in my arms. A few minutes later we where sitting on his leopard print couch. I was pouring my heart out. Explaining everything that happened.

He was hugging me, in the end. "Well.. Looks like you're in real deep this time L. Sounds like Jake still wants to be a father. Ashley on the other hand.. I knew he wouldn't last long. I would say.. Give Jake another chance."

I wasn't expecting that. I looked up at him with tear stroked eyes and said, "What if Ashley still wants me? What if he proposes in front of Jake? What will I do? Who do I choose?" I was thinking out loud at the last two questions.

"I doubt Ash would propose let alone fight to get you back. Jake still loves you, and you still love him. I think Ashley was just a form of payback. Give Jake another chance. He's like a lost puppy without you."

That shocked me. "Really? Even after what I did to him?"

He nodded. "That suicide attempt? Was a cry for your attention. When we tried to help, he tried stopping us."

Wow.. He really does still care.. "Why didnt you call me? I would've came."

"Ashley kept telling us not to tell you. He said the whole situation would cause you more stress than you needed."

That ass! I'm literally going to royally kick his skinny little ass! "That rat bastard. He tried keeping us apart. Seeing Jake like that.. Tore me to shreds.." By the time our little chat was done, the tears have stopped and my mind was made up.

"Light? Where are you going?" He asked when I stood up and carried Autumn to the door.

"To the hospital. I hope Jake will take me back." For the first time, I heard my voice serious and determined. I felt my back straighten. I hope Jake would take me back.. I can't raise this child alone.