My screwed up life

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Sierra POV 🌑☁️⚡️

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I woke up this morning feeling horrible. My legs were numb and I had bruises on my arms.

Flashback💭💭💭

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Me: *walks into the house*

Dad: Come here little girl!

Me: *goes in the living room*

Dad: *pulls me onto his lap*

Me: NO! *tries to get up

Dad: *pulls her back down and knocks her out*

Flashback Over💭💭

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Its all a blur after that but with the feeling in my legs I'm guessing Dad raped me yet again. I hate my life. I crawled to the bathroom to take a shower since I have to go to school. For my outfit I wore a "#ihatemondays" sweater with ripped jeans. Ik it's near summer so it's almost 90 degrees outside but I can't go to school showing my bruises. That's how I had to transfer from my other school. I went downstairs to leave for school. I want an apple buh Dad is there hungover on the kitchen counter. Ik Dad is a light sleeper so I slowing tip-toe to the door with my shoes in my hand. I closed the door quietly behind me. I made my way to school knowing what lies for me. I put in my earphones and listened to 'Pills and Potions' by Nicki Minaj and hummed along.

"I told em its no friends in the game,

You ain't learn that yet,

All them bridges you came over

Don't burn that yet,

Niggas want respect but niggas ain't

Earn that yet,

Self-righteous, and entitled

But they swearing on a bible that

They love you,

When really they're no different from

All your rivals,

But I still don't wish death on them

I just reflect on em."

This song is my life and the lyrics are my story. When I walked into school I saw everybody staring at me. I couldn't hear the rude remarks well buh ik what they were saying.

"Ew whet do she got on? It's hot as hell outside. I swear she don't know how to dress."

I looked down at my worn out black converses in shame. I felt a strong force against my body as I fell on the ground I looked up and saw Heaven. Heaven is the queen bitch of the school, her and Nevaeh, her twin sister. If I were back in Baltimore me, Lyrik,and June would've fucked their asses up. I fought Heaven a few times, fucked her thot ass mouth up dfl.

Heaven: Watch where you going hoe!

Me: I'm a hoe but you fucked every boy in our class.

Nevaeh: Better stfu before we fuck ur dirty ass up.

Heaven: Remember you in ATL not "B-More" bitch! Can't nobody help u here.

They ain't lying tho. I'm all alone.

Me: Wassup? Y'all wanna squad up or keep talking that shit?

Nevaeh+Heaven: *laughs and walks away*

Me: That's whet I thought y'all fucking thots with y'all stale ass track!

This shit everyday nobody down here in "ATL" wanna fight but stay talking shit. I only fight when approached cuz if I fought every time my name was in these bitches mouths I would've been outta here by now.

Later 🕜🔀🆘

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The school day went past fast tomorrow is the last day. This summer I signed up to work at McDonalds. I work there on weekend but now I'll be working full time since my Dad doesn't have a job. I went home and started making some pork chops, corn, and collard greens for dinner. I gave my father his plate. He seemed sober. We ate in front of the tv in silence. We were watching Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. I wish I had a family like that. One who cares for me, one where we all laugh together and talk about our problems. I felt tears coming down my face but quickly wiped them so my father wouldn't see.

Dad: SiSi?

Me: Yea, dad?

Dad: How would you feel if we moved?

Me: *smiles* Happy!

Dad: Hmm...

Me: Are we moving?

Dad: I don't know yet.

Me: Oh...okay.

Dad: If we do it's gotta be in 2 weeks.

Me: Buh where to?

Dad: Back to our hometown. BALTIMORE, MARYLAND!

Me: *screams and hugs dad*

Dad: *hugs back*

Me: Imma pack right now! *runs upstairs to room*

I like my dad when he's sober. It reminds me of when my mom was alive. I can't wait to be back in

B-More.

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