I don't want to live forever! A Ticci Toby Fanfiction

Hated

Waking up to Slender's stupid static announcement thing. I throw myself out of bed and get changed into my usual clothing and walk downstairs to breakfast.

What took you so long Toby? Slenderman practicly shouted at me. Everything slenderman I reply making him annoyed.
What's with the attitude this morning Toby? Ben asks wanting a reply.

Shut up Ben I'm not in the mood I reply. There's no need to talk Ben like that you stupid twitchy freak Jeff shouted at me. To be honest, I don't care Jeff just leave me alone I talk back to him.

Slenderman then tells masky to take me outside to talk to me so I followed masky. I would usually be acting childish but after the dream I had last night of Lyra I don't want to talk to anyone.

So what's wrong Toby? You would usually be all happy. Masky asks me. I don't want to talk about it Tim I reply. Masky then replys there is definitely something wrong you never call me by my real name. I said I don't want to talk about it Tim, now give me a cigarette I need to smoke now I say.

Masky then passes me a cigarette and his lighter and I light the cigarette and give him back his lighter as I start to smoke.

So you going to start smoking again? Masky looks at me with a worried emotion probably because the only time I smoked is when I first arrived at the mansion. Yeah, I am and I don't care what others think about it okay? I say back to him as he replys So what happened? You dreamt about Lyra again?
If I did why would you care? Your just another one of the people who hate me I reply with seriousness. Because dude, your basically my family since you live with me and the others and any way I'm your friend. Masky says.

I finish off the cigarette and then turn to him and say Your my friend? You're literally the only person who has said that. Masky then says Well, of course I am after all we both share room with hoodie as well but you know what I mean.

Yeah, can I come inside now? I haven't had my waffles and I'm starving. Sure Toby he replys making me smile for the first time today.

We walk back inside as slenderman Grabs me by my hood pulling me inside. What was that for? I can walk myself. I say then he says back I know you can but go to my office now. Uh, why? What did I do know? Slenderman just looks at me and points to his office. Okay, okay I'm going.

I walk to his office while I watch slenderman talk to Masky/Tim. I tell you I could literally kill that slender dude. After a few minutes he arrives in his office with me.

He then sat in his chair and said to me Toby I know you dreamt about Lyra and you don't want to talk about it, but please talk to me. I don't want to talk about it slenderman. I reply with sadness in my voice. I know you don't child but if you don't talk to me I've got to watch your dreams. Oh hell nah! You ain't watching my dreams. I say annoyed Then talk to me child. I know it's not just the dream that's bothering you. You wouldn't care even if I told you, no one would after all I'm only a twitching freak. I say while looking at the floor. Toby tell me what's wrong, or I'll just watch your dreams and read your mind. Read my mind for all I care, just don't tell anyone about what you find out. I say while being slightly annoyed and angry.

After a few minutes I finally hear him say So you have a crush, but you don't think that the person you like will like you back. Am I correct? Uh, yes i-it is... Well, why don't you tell him? I don't want to tell him because, if he doesn't feel the same way I'm afraid it will affect our friendship he's one of the two friends I have... Look, what if I talk to him while reading his mind to see if he feels the same way that you do. If he does I'll tell you okay Toby?  O-okay, I'll be in my room slenderman. I say One last thing, no smoking indoors. But! I need to! I can't just go outside all the time. I say while annoyed. I said no Toby Go smoke outside if you want to smoke. Fine I'll be Outside then...

I walk outside and sit on the decking of the house with lighting the cigarette I have and start thinking.

He won't like you back Toby after all your just a twitching freak! So what if I'm a freak? I can still be loved. Right? No! Why would someone like a twitching freak like you?! No one likes freaks! You don't know that! Yes I do! Look what your father thought of you! That was my father not someone I love! Fine, he may like you back but I completely doubt it! Think what you want to think. I will. Oh and by the way your missing out on masky tapping you on your back. Wait what!?!?!?

I finally snap out of yhe trance I was in and I turn to see masky tapping me on my back asking me if I'm okay. I'm okay Tim, just spacing out I guess. Okay Toby I just want to ask you something. He says while looking at me. Hm? What is it Tim? I say while finishing my cigarette. D-do you like me Toby? He says leaving me in shock. Like more then a friend, more then a best friend. He says. I-i g-guess so, why? Because... I love you Toby. He says as I start hugging him basically suffocating him by accident. Toby s-stop I can't breath.... I let go with a blush on my face. Sorry M-masky. That's the Toby I know, it's okay do you l-like me too? He asks me as my blush grows bigger. Y-yes I d-do. He then brings me into a hug and then says. Do you want to be my boyfriend? I-i would l-love to!!!