I don't want to live forever! A Ticci Toby Fanfiction

Cured?

Waking up to a frantic Masky and Hoodie i ask them what's wrong. As i sit up i notice the bandages on my arms have more blood seeping through them then usual.

What did you do Toby? Hm, i d-didn't do anything M-masky. Well you obviously did something Toby why are your bandages covered in blood? I d-don't know Hoodie. I'll clean them up give me a minute. I grab my crutches and make my way over to the bathroom and lock the door behind me.

I then rip off the bandages off my arms and throw them away and reach for some new ones to replace the old ones. But before i do i look at the cuts on my arms and then grab the razor once more and slit my wrists watching the blood ooze out and i then clean the cuts and replace the bandages with a few more layers then usual and then grab my crutches and leave the room.

I walk back into the room and notice that Masky was waiting for me, so i make him know that i'm there and we start to walk back down stairs. But before we do in the hallway he turns to me and says. I know what you did Toby, just don't do it again or I'll have to tell Slender Got it? I nod and we make our way to breakfast.

After Breakfast

Hey Toby come with me i think your leg shall be able to be cured today. Okay EJ. I then walk to the infirmary as EJ starts to cure my leg and i just sit there and think about life. Hey, you okay there Toby? I nod as he continues and when he's done he tells me to go back to the proxy room and rest my leg for a bit to make sure that it heals.

In the proxy room

I was just laying on my bed drawing and thinking about why io'm alive when i heard the door open and i saw slender man at the door and asked if he could come in so i nodded and i put down my drawing book and sat down while he stood towering over me.

I know whats going on Toby, I just want you to know your not alone. Got it? So don't think the way that you are and i know about the cuts. Masky told you, didn't he? Why would it matter Toby? I bet your still going to do it. Not if you end the pain and end my life. I mumble. What was that Toby? Nothing slender. i say while clenching my teeth together.

He then walks out of the room leaving me alone. Why don't you just kill yourself Toby? It's not like anyone would care. Not even Tim. I know but i can't bring myself to do it. Why don't you just burn yourself? Jump from the roof, Starve yourself. L-leave me alone. Why? I know you want to die! So just do it!  N-no... I don't want to hurt anyone! You won't be, just yourself. L-leave me alone! No! Not until you agree to killing yourself! NO! STOP IT!!!

I then feel myself grabbing a hatchet from beside me and myself lifting it up but i couldn't control myself! I couldn't stop crying or my hands from gripping onto the hatchet. Until i heard the door smash open and someone scream: STOP IT!! And someone stopping my hands from slamming my hatchet into my head.

Why didn't you let me die?! No one cares about me! Stop it Toby everyone cares about you so don't do this! No, let me die! SLENDER!!!!! I then saw slender teleport into the room and pull me up to look up at him but i refused and looked at the floor with tears running down my cheeks.

Toby, calm down and don't ever do this again okay? And don't try and kill yourself your lucky Sally came in, or else you'd be dead. I nod while crying. T-Toby please don't cry or hurt yourself. B-but no one c-cares about me! Listen Toby, people care about you. your just telling yourself that no one does. So look at me and promise me you will never do this again. B-but.. You don't know what it feels like! Sally, do you mind leaving the room for a moment? Not at all slender!

I watched as sally walked out of the room and slender called for BEN to come and after a few minutes he crawled out of the TV and said. Hey whats up slender, whats happening with Toby? He's just tried to kill himself but sally came in at the right time and managed to stop him. Damn, i remember when this happened to me. Do you mind talking to Toby for a bit and try and find out what makes him want to kill himself? Not at all.