I don't want to live forever! A Ticci Toby Fanfiction

They won't stop!

Hey Toby!! Long time no talk. Whys that then? Didn't you miss me? Stop it! I don't want to talk to you! Oh, whys that Toby? Are you too scared? SHUT UP! I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYONE!  Of course not! Your no fun! Masky doesn't even love you! If he did he would've come with you! No he wouldn't! He loves me and I know it! And I didn't want him to come because I don't want him to know about my pills! Well you've got to tell him one day, you can't keep it a secret all your life.

Waking up in a room with white walls and a black checked floor made me freak out but i looked over at my side to see EJ Looking at my blood bag. H-hey EJ? what happened? He looks at me and sits in the chair near my bed and says: Well, you see Masky found you passed out on the floor of your room with a bottle of pills in your hand. Why do you have them Toby? M-my pills, i need them! Give me them! I yell while snatching them off the side of the bedside table and swallow one after the other. 

I then see EJ staring at me as he starts asking me: Why do you have them Toby? They're dangerous! No they're not EJ I need them to stop them from talking to me. Who, Toby? Them. Is all i could say as i ran out of the room while grasping my pill bottle in my hands running all the way to my room once again and lock the door behind me as i walk over to the corner of the room and start sobbing into my sleeves of my hoodie. 

I know i shouldn't talk to myself but its the only way I've been keeping myself sane! All the creepypastas' think I'm insane! But they don't know what it's like to be me! The memories keep flooding back to me but i reuse to remember what happened to Lyra and my Dad. I just remember Lyra's dead body laying next to me with a smashed in face covered in blood and shards of glass poking through all parts of her body... I couldn't save her! 

I cry at just the thought of it, i hear slenders' static scream into my ears but i choose to ignore the fact hes here to help me. He's calling out to me but my memories are stopping me of hearing or seeing him. As my sight turns to a deadly black as i slip under deaths' grasp.