Y/n: I was sitting down against a wall resting. Grizz was next to me sleeping. I saw Apollyon walk up and sit next to me.
Apollyon: Hey Y/n.
Y/n: Hmm?
Apollyon: You told me most of your family hates you right?
Y/n: Yeah.
Apollyon: Why?
Y/n: Well.
( flash back)
Y/n narrator: It started when my parents found out I was not that smart. When I learnt very slowly. Soon they did not even accept me as a son. And that is when my brother came along. They treated him like royalty. One night I watched as they tucked him in and read him a story. Then they started talking about all the good he did.
F/n: We are so proud of you Will.
Will: But I could not pick up the sword.
M/n: That is okay.
Y/n narrator: When I failed to pick up the sword they yelled at me.
(back at that moment)
F/n: Dam it Y/n! Pick up the sword!
Y/n: It is too heavy.
F/n: If you can't pick up a simple wooden sword you will amount to nothing!
(back to the bed scene)
Y/n narrator: All I ever wanted was for them to love me.
F/n: And I loved the drawing you made for me and mom.
Will: Thanks.
Y/n narrator: When I made a drawing for them they threw it in the fire.
( To that moment)
Y/n: Mom look what I made! *hands drawing*
M/n: This is terrible. *throws in fire*
Y/n: *tears up and runs away*
(back to the bed time scene)
Y/n narrator: Everything I did was not enough for my parents. I loved them but they did not love me. I tried anything to make them proud. But yet. Nothing worked.
(Y/n training)
Y/n: Look dad I have a good form!
F/n: That form is sloppy Y/n! You would end up dead in seconds!
Y/n: *lowers head in shame and walks away*.
( back to bed time scene)
Y/n narrator: Even with the darkness they did not care. They said that it was a tool that was in wrong hands.
( at the house)
Y/n narrator: I overheard my mom and dad talking.
F/n: I can not believe a powerful weapon like the darkness. Chose Y/N!
M/n: I know. He can't use it like it is supposed to.
F/n: Yeah. He'll end up dead.
( back to bed time scene)
Y/n narrator: And it hurt so much to know they did not really care about me.
F/n: Will. You are the best son a father could ask for.
M/n: Yes. You are so smart and kind. And you always listen to mom and dad.
Will: But what about Y/n? He listens.
F/n: Y/n...is a different story.
M/n: He would be better off as an orphan.
Y/n narrator: Hearing my mother say those words. It hurt me deeply. I did everything to be smarter. I studied for hours. Sometimes did not even sleep. But it was all for nothing. I failed school. I did not have any friends either. My parents always spoke about me in a bad way. No one wanted their kids around me. I just wanted to be loved. I wanted to have friends. By the time I turned 15. My parents would not feed me. Told me I could get it myself now that I am old enough. That is how I learned to cook. The first few tries I burnt the food. But after some time I got the hang of it.
Apollyon: How did you learn how to read animals?
Y/n narrator: I was attacked by wolves. But I killed their alpha and became the alpha. I stayed with them and hunted with them. My parents did not even notice I was gone for a month. Will did though. And he was upset. But that passed quickly. My father did not train with me. He refused to. My mother would not cook with me. Told me I would burn the house down because I was too dumb. Even when I would cook with the best herbs and meat I could find. It was not enough.
( that day)
F/n: *takes bite of meat* *spits it out and throws rest on the floor* This is terrible!
M/n: Now you see why I don't let you cook!
teen Y/n: * tears up and runs away*.
teen Y/n: Why don't they love me? What did I do wrong? Did I break a rule? Did I not do something right?
Y/n narrator: I just wanted their love. I wanted them to accept me. I tried to be a great son. But I could not meet their standards. Eventually when I turned 18. They forced me out. But yet Will could stay. They clearly loved him more than me. I wandered for years. And again and again. My stupidity made an outcast. Most legions I entered kicked me out because I made a mistake. Because I was not normal. I tried everything. I cooked. I cleaned. I tamed beasts. And nothing worked.
(back to present time).
Apollyon: *puts hand on Y/n's shoulder*. Y/n. I'm sorry.
Y/n: Thanks. One day I hope to go back to my mom and dad. And go back with something that makes me world known. So then they will finally love me.
Apollyon: You told me something personal. So I am going to tell you something in return.
Y/n: Okay.
Apollyon: Take off your helmet.
I listened. And she took off her helmet.
Apollyon: Y/n. I love you. *puts lips against Y/n's*.
I was surprised to say the least. But I sunk into it and somehow I knew what to do.
Apollyon: *parts* Y/n. I am giving you control of the black stone legion. And I promise you I will help you anyway I can.
Y/n: Okay. Thank you. First thing to do is celebrate. Then after that. We take out the iron legion.
Apollyon: The Warden will fall to us Y/n. They do not stand a chance.
Y/n: Yeah. Then after that we try to make peace. And then everyone will know my name. And then my parents will love me!
Apollyon: *puts forehead on Y/n's and puts hands on his cheeks*. Even if they don't. I always will.
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For Honor Apollyon x male idiot reader
FanfictionYou are Y/n a warden who wanders around the world. But your combat knowledge is only rivaled by one thing and one thing alone. Your cooking
