I am sitting next to my mother, she is yelling at me like she always does..
Things like: 'do more on school', 'get higher grades' , 'play the piano more and better'.
And my dad is always nodding. I hate it because I try so hard to get higher grades, to play better piano, to do everything perfect. But I am always failing in the eyes of my parents.That is the reason I go to a boarding school for girls were you get high level lessons. It's so high, it's like University education. I go to school from 8 till 5 and then I have to do my homework and my piano lessons.
Sometimes I really hate my life. I don't have any friends because I don't have time for friends, it's disgusting. I love playing the piano but my parents always think I don't do it good enough.
The girls at my school aren't very nice.They always tell me that I'm ugly because I have the highest grades of the whole school. I ignore them but sometimes it hurts when nobody likes you.
There is one thing I am very bad in and that is P.E. The girls scream when I come in their team, things like 'we are going to lose' . And I am like: I know I am bad, you can't win with me.
When I was younger my parents told me that I don't get a good job with low grades and that I will be a wanderer. I was so afraid that I really did my best on school. But my parents don't think it was good enough so they send me to a boarder school when I was 6.
I was only 6! Sometimes I'm really mad at my parents because of that. I have never been a real kid. Suddenly my mom is stopping with yelling I looked around to see my grandmother. She is like my mother so I don't like her.
'Don't she has piano lessons right now?' asked my grandmother. My mom looked annoyed and respond.
'Yeah but she can't play Mozart fur elise. She only had learned John Legend All of me. Which is terrible, she will be a fool if she plays that on the birthday party of her aunt!'
'Let's hear' my grandmother said with the voice of a person that just has heard really bad news.
'I have also learned the song shall I sing the song' 'Ok' my mom answered. I walked to the piano and began to play.
What would I do without your smiling mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
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The good girl (Ashton Irwin)
FanficMy life isn't easy. Being perfect isn't easy. You can't make any mistakes. They'll notice and the darkness will surround you. My parents will notice and leave me behind with nothing. But maybe it can be an escape because after darkness comes li...