Vanessa POV:
I could tell that Chris wanted me, the slight bulge in his shorts said it all.
"Chris you can leave now or you can stay. But your sleeping on the couch" I said in a stern voice.
"Well I'm not leaving until I get what I came for" a smirked spread across his face.
I'm not in the mood for this nigga. Chris is my best friend but I let him take advantage of me in so many ways.
I sighed "Chris look, I'm tired of doing this you have a girl friend, and I'm not trying to be another one of you side chicks it ain't happening. So you can leave now or you can stay like I said before. But I'm not sleeping with you".
"Well I didn't say that I wanted you to sleep with me that was all you. Besides I ain't come over here for that. I wanted to ask you something, but since you want a nigga to leave then I'll leave".
He started to get up from the bed, and head over towards the bedroom door.
"Chris wait" I paused. "What was it that you had to ask me"?
He stopped in his tracks and turned around.
" I know we haven't spent as much time together since me and Kae got back together but you gotta let that bullshit go. You'll always be my homie no matter who comes in my life and I want you to know that..." he paused "Somebody...and I ain't saying any names told me that you still had feeling for me".
My face went instantly hot and the tears began to form. I ain't gunna lie I still have feelings for Chris, but what's the point of having faith in something that's never gunna happen.
"Look V, you don't have to answer I'm just asking. I just wanna say that I like you as a friend but that's a good thing cuz I -"
I cut him off before he could say anymore "Chris I don't have feelings for you. I don't know who told you that but it ain't true". I said in a firm voice
"Alrighty den". He held his arms out towards me, I walked into his arms and he gave me a tight squeeze.
"It's okay. I'm always here for you no matter what" he kissed me on my forehead and left my room.
I just stood there telling my self that I should've just taken the damn sex. I wouldn't be standing here crying and feeling like shit. I walked towards my bed and flopped into it. My headache finally went away but my eyes hurt now and my body still aches. I rolled up in the covers and wished the pain away.
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Fanfiction*1st book on wattpad* Being a new R&B artist is hard but what about being your best friends artist, who happens to be Chris Brown.
