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Pain

-3 weeks later-

Vanessa POV:

I woke up early to cook Chris breakfast he has a lot of promotion today because his album comes out soon. I'm really happy for him he's worked so hard on this. My album comes out in 3 days so I have promotion to do as well today. I finished fixing breakfast and sat it on a tray. I made it into his bedroom and sat the tray on the dresser.

"Chris wake up" I said shaking him

"5 more minutes" he wined rolling over

"Chris you said that twenty minutes ago"

"But ion want tooooo" he sat up and laid against the head board. I climbed into the bed with the tray and handed it to him.

"Made you breakfast" I smiled

"Thank you baby" he said sleepily, shit he sounds so sexy when he's sleepy, I bit my lip softly. I looked over at him he was staring at me smirking with a piece of bacon in his mouth.

"What was you thinking about"? He said taking a bite

"Um nothing just stuff" I blushed a little and looked away

"That stuff must have turned you on the way you were biting yo lip huh"? He put his tray on the dresser

"Um I guess ion know" bruh I'm not good with words

"Come here" I slid over to him and climbed on top of him and put my head in the crook of his neck "why you being so shy around me now"? He asked running his hand thru my hair

"I'm not shy around you" I mumbled

"Yea you is I told you to suck my dick last night and you said you didn't want to"

"Chris your a fucking lier" he started laughing. "I said I'm not doing it"

"Why"?

"Cuz I've never done it and never will"

"Okay what ever one day you will I bet, but you were acting shy last night"

"When" I sat up and looked up at him

"When I said I wanna see you with the lights on and you said no"

"Oh that" I put my head back into his neck

"Soo you gunna tell me why baby, I know you look amazing you don't have to feel insecure around me" he mumbled into my ear

"I'm not Chris it's just" I sighed "I have a tattoo Chris"

"We'll duh I know about the heart on your wrist, the fortune symbols across your lower back, and the line of stars that go from your back down to your ankle so what's the problem"?

"I have one you don't know about Chris"

"Oh shit I wanna see it" he said pulling up my shirt

"Stop Chris" I wined "don't laugh at me okay I was drunk"

"I won't" he chuckled a little

I got up from his lap and walked to the front of the bed and pulled down my legging including my panties. He said he wanted to see me naked so here goes nothing.

"Spin around for me baby" he said bitting his bottom lip, I did what he said and did a little spin. I pulled off my shirt and took a deep breath.

"You ready"?

"Hell yes" Chris said sliding down to the edge of the bed.

I unclipped my bra and let it fall down to the floor exposing the tattoo under my left Breast that I've been hiding for all these years.