To you whose presence eagerly awaited mine,
To you whose arms were open despite the time,
The adversities I faced were taken on by you,
The you who never wavered, despite being broken,
I wish this message reaches you,
Before my wings will come back, too,
Before I leave you on the ground,
And fly away to other lands:
When I was happy, you were happy
And I was sad you too were drowsy,
But I still doubted your intentions,
Thought you bad and ditched your efforts.
Have I had ceased to actually be immature,
Have I had ceased to be hung up over past,
You wouldn't have had to go away,
Away with someone you so dearly trusted,
Only to be slain by your own self-doubt,
And regret that you have left me all alone.
Even in your happiest hours, you never forget to think about my situation.
I hope I said sorry before it all went down,
To you whose loyalty never disappears.
Even in the darkest corners of your mind,
You didn't let go of the light,
The hope that someday I would come for you.
But look, I never did.
I didn't even attend your funeral.
So to you who still had loved a coward like me,
Please be happy wherever you are now.
I'll choose to believe in the afterlife just so I can tell myself I can reach you.
Just so I can convince myself that this hymnal wail of agony can call out to you.
♠ Hymn ♠
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Things I Wish I said
Non-FictionWe all had that moment where we wished we spoke... Some moments when we wished we had not...And some moments where we wished we just did not care, and regreted. This book is a compilation of these moments, based on the authors' experiences. I hope o...
