Chapter 181
Still Waiting for the PERFECT TIME...
Continuation....
(they broke away from the hug)
Shin: Ian, thank you...
Ian: (held her face) I should be the one thanking you...
Shin: ian, I know na hindi ko na dapat pang pinapatagal 'to, but I just want to make sure that this time, talagang tama na ang lahat...
Ian: (smiled at her) I understand....Shin, we will start all over again...(held her hand) We will start from the very beginning..I know that there are lots of things that have changed...sayo, sakin, sa paligid natin...kaya ngayon, kikilalanin ulit natin ang isat isa...and from there, we will learn to love, respect, and value each other again....although in my heart, I know that I never stopped loving you....
Shin: (nakatitig lang kay Ian)
Ian: (tucked her hair into her ears) dont worry Shin, sabay natin ibabalik ang lahat ng meron satin dati...I believe na kaya natin to... I promise you Shin, I will never hurt you again, I will never commit the same mistake this time... Hindi ko na hahayaan na masaktan ka dahil sa kagagawan ko..... Hindi ko kakayaning mawala ka ulit sakin Shin....
(they were both crying this time)
Ian: (wiped Shin's tears) I dont wanna see you crying....
Shin: Ian, why are you doing this? actually, ako naman talaga ang nagkamali... i never listened to any of your explanations...
Ian: Sssshhhh........ Hindi na mahalaga kung sino ang nagkamali....ang mahalaga ang ngayon...kung ano tayo ngayon....
Shin: ang dami dami ko ng....(she was cut off by Ian)
Ian: Sssshhhh.....
Ian: YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE WORTH
Shin: (hugged him) thank you...
Ian: (kissed her forehead) thank you din..... (looked her straight into her eyes) I love you baby...
Shin:(hugged him tight)
Ian: I'll wait for the right time...
Ian: always remember that you are worth fighting for...
Shin: (smiled ang held his face in between her palms) Mr. Christian Joseph M. Bautista......
Ian: what?
Shin: you know that.....
Ian: that...?
Shin: (closed her eyes) You are the sweetest person I've ever met and I really regret losing you....
Ian: Hindi naman ako nawala eh, I may not be around, pero hindi ako nawala sau, dahil from the day that I met you, You already had my heart...sayong sayo lang yan....
Shin: talaga??? (puppy face)
Ian: dont you believe me???
Shin: I do...I do...pero....
Ian: pero???
Shin: bakit ka umalis???? why did you left me?
Ian: because I thought that you are happy with him....ayoko ng makagulo sa inyo ni Jake....
Ian: pero I really regret that....araw araw hindi ka naalis sa isip ko Shin...... those days without you are the dark days of my life.......... If not for my daughter, hindi ko alam kung ano pa ang dahilan ko para mabuhay....
Shin: (leaned on him) Iann.....
Ian: (inakbayan si Shin)
Shin: ang mahalaga yung ngayon di ba???
Ian: I know....ang mahalaga, alam kong nanjan ka sa tabi ko....and I will wait even if takes forever....
Shin: thank you.....(yawned)
Ian: let's go back....
Shin nodded
They went back to bed...
Shin: (kinumutan sina Sophia and Kyle)
Ian: (smiled at them) (brushed her hair through his fingers) Go on babe, matulog ka na din...
Shin: (looked at Ian) Ang dami namang nangyari ngayon noh? and everything's unexpected....
Ian: (smiled) Di ba nga? just like what you've said before, that just to go with the flow? LOOK, everything's falling into its proper places...and all we only have to do for now is to wait....
Shin: (smiled) and see what will happen next...We have to do this gradually..
Ian: yes, one at a time lang...but I'll keep on praying to HIM that soon, maging perfect na din ang lahat...
Shin's PPV: Lord, please give me a sign.........(closed her eyes) kayo na po ang bahala Lord God samin, sana po ipaalam nio po sakin kung kelan po ang TAMANG PANAHON para saming dalawa ni Ian......
Ian: (kissed Shin's forehead) I am willing to wait as long as it takes...
Shin: (caressed his face) Ian, di ba sinabi ko naman sau that I wil not make it hard for you this time...alam naman natin sa isat isa kung ano talaga ang nararamadaman natin...pero kagaya nga ng napag usapan natin. we cant do it in an instant...
Ian: I perfectly understand that... (smiled at her) Time will tell, alam ko malapit na...
Shin: (smiled)
Ian: sleep now Shin.... (kissed her forehead again)
Shin: you too Yannie...Good night....
Ian: "Yannie"? i miss it...
Shin: ikaw naman talaga ang Yannie ko eh..
Ian: (smiled at her) I know...ako lang talaga...Good night baby and sweet dreams....
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To be Continued...
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