Never Settle

2. First Day

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My mother walks into my room.
"Your father told me what happend tonight."
I would look down trying to hold back the tears.
"What did you do it with! I took everything away and you still do it?"
I saw my sisters head pop out around the corner listening in.
"Don't you get it? You cause us many problems!"
Tears would drip down my cheek.
"I-im sorry."
I said while looking down.
"Caitlyn doesnt cause us any problems its you, constantly hurting yourself, I try so hard to be a good mother to Caitlyn but you ruin it by constantly bleeding from your arms and legs!"
I Look up at her angrily.
"Then why dont I just kill myself, would you like that mom? Would you like it better then trying to help me!"
I yelled at her, her face full of shock and sadness.
"No."
She looked down and walked out of my room slamming the door.
I get up looking at the time, I wipe my cheeks from the tears that escaped from my eyes, I quickly get dressed for school.
I walk down a few steps listening to my parents conversation
"She better not kill herself, that will give my business a bad reputation!"
My father said aggressively.
"So you dont care if she dies?"
My mother yelled at him with a sad tone.
"Leah what are you doing."
I turn around making eye contact with Caitlyn my sister.
"Oh nothing, I just was going downstairs."
I look down and my feet.
"Okay."
She skipped past me going downstairs, I hear my parents saying.
"Hi, sweetie!"
"Hi mom, hi dad."
I sigh and walk downstairs, my parents just look at me, my mom slightly smiles but I ignore it, I walk to the fridge and grab a sandwich.
"You shouldnt eat that."
My father said to me while looking down at his phone.
"Why?"
I said with a slight slur.
"Your fat."
I look down, I hear my mom hit his shoulder.
"Ron dont say that!"
I stuff the sandwich in my bag and walk out.
As I walk the voices in my head start to talk again.
Fat.
Fat.
Your fat.
"Everyone thinks im fat."
First day of school, everyone will judge you again.
I cover my ears and whisper.
"Shut up!"
I walk up to the front doors of the school.
I walk in noticing no one is staring at me for once.
"The attention whore is here."
Attention whore, it always gets me, they dont know what I go through, if im an attention whore then why do I try so hard to hide everything?
Few more people say that as I walk by.
"Hey, Leah!"
Charlie said with a bitchy tone.
Great shes here, Charlie Hellen.
She's the person who ruins your life and make sure you remember it for the rest of your life.
"Hey, Charlie," I said unpleased.
"Now, now, don't treat an old friend like that!" I sigh.
"Charlie, why are you talking to this depressed bitch?"
I mumble swears under my breath.
"Yeah, I don't know why, I might be going crazy, huh what was that?"
She looked around pretending she heard something.
"Oh, the voices are telling me something, they are telling me that Leah is worthless!"
I roll my eyes.
"Hey voices, your right shes a worthless, suicidal F.R.E.A.K."
All her friends laugh.
I grunt and walk away from Charlie and her followers.
"Awwe are you gonna go cut yourself now?"
They all laugh as I walk away.

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