Her Plan (Fake marriage) #Wattys2018

Family & punch

Yes, I am alive. I just was not sure of what to write and how to continue or if anyone would read it.

Alexa's Pov

Gasps were heard from every corner of Blaze's old house. As soon as the door swung open, Austin let out the tiniest whimper making us the center of attention. I knew what was coming. Truly , I wanted to brace myself and stand strong but no matter how calm I tried to stay my intake of breaths started fastening, my heartbeats wildly raced and my palms sweated nervously. Today is seriously one of those insane days. Firstly, I fought with Blaze leading to our first real heated kiss.I am still processing the shock of finally kissing him how that made me feel and how he coldly brushed off such kiss as if it never happened. Add to such tension, the revelation of  Austin to both our present families is a lot to process in just one afternoon. 

Can't life just pause for a moment and allow me to breathe? 

Can't the ground just swallow me ?

Can't I go back in time and get a babysitter for Austin?

A repeated little whimper shook me out of my thoughts. Looking down to Austin, I saw him extending his little hands for Blaze. He always wants to play with Blaze but the latter never acknowledges him. Chris and Luca were more than happy to help with Austin. Blaze , on the other hand, disregards Austin or looks at him like an enemy of his. It hurts me deeply to know that he , the man I am crushing on, can never acknowledge me or my baby. Yes, I actually admitted that I am crushing on my stupid player of a husband. But what can a girl do when such a man treats her so nicely and protectively most of the time? 

"It is okay baby. I am here for you." I shushed Austin calmly bringing him closer to me and away from Blaze. 

Why can't he be nice to a baby? I give him every right to be mad at me. I truly messed up his free spirited kind of life but Austin did nothing. He can be regarded as another victim of my wild dreams.

Moving steps ahead of me Blaze led our way inside. He walked without looking back at us. He just kept on marching forward and I felt hate and rigidity seeping from him. He has every right, I kept on thinking. I imposed my own dreams on him...

"Who is that?" My mother-in-law  asked in a hush as if fighting to get the words out.

"My son." I informed looking down...Why do I feel guilty? I did nothing bad. I was there to help a baby and give him a new home. Is it really this bad?

"Son? You just had to do it didn't you?" My own mother echoed with a bit of tiredness in her tone. Am I really that troublesome ?

"I knew that her disappearance for more than a week meant something." my dad sighed knowing exactly what I always dreamed of .

"I couldn't leave him. He couldn't leave me. Once I put him down, he would just cry and become restless. I tried to ignore the suddenly motherly feelings I got towards him but that day I couldn't get into my car without him..." I explained hoping that my parents won't be that disappointed with me.

"Is this why you married my son?" Blaze's mother hushed in a hateful tone making not just I but Blaze go rigid. 

"Mother!" He grumbled at her shocking me out of my stand. My father also stepped to defend me but another spoke.

"Let's talk this into my office. God knows this family does not need anymore scandales.  Blaze already kept us in the tabloids for long." my father in law stated and without waiting for any of us to react he moved ahead leading us to his office.