Her Plan (Fake marriage) #Wattys2018

In Love...

BLAZE'S POV

Should I get that she fell for me?

Why would she want to evoke my jealousy if not?

I was jealous wasn't I ? 

Am I in love and why is this different from loving Cynthia?

Seeing a man leaving my house late, saying that my wife is quite a catch and whistling rudely made my blood boil. I could not let him pass by without throwing a punch or two, or even three...I would have never allowed him to walk away with just a blue-eye but Alexa saved him. I was furious at her for meddling in. 

Yes I, myself, have cheated on Alexa numerously and know that our "plan" allows her to act freely but the nearness of any guy to her has been turning me wild, lately. In mere months, I became possessive of her and if I remember right it did not settle right in me how Luca held her, the first time I met him. Back then, I passed my feelings as mere annoyance yet now I know fully that they weren't. Call me a Hippocrate but I refuse to see her being with another guy. Blame it on me being an only rotten,selfish child but I grew up sharing nothing and getting everything so I turned possessive: No one used to play with my toys without asking. No one shared the love of my parents with me. No one could lead the popular group but me...I was the center of my world.

Yet when it comes to Alexa, I am never a first choice. I am not even her second or third...Her heroes are always present; Luca is there and Jake also has joined the club. Her solo priority is Austin and she made it very clear that he is the apple her eye. I , in her world, am just another friend, an acquaintance, one from her entourage... Dear god, I am jealous from a baby, a mere eight-months old!

What are you doing to me Alexa? 

Letting my head finally rest on the small pillow , I sighed loudly. She left an hour ago when Austin cried for her. The image of her blushing is now engraved in my mind. Her small reactions made my body heat up and get very excited. I wanted to bring her down and place her on my lap. I wanted to claim her lips again and maybe even make love to her...Was I allowed though? 

Trying to clear my mind so I can sleep, I started to count stars, sheep whatever it took so I won't imagine her laying her naked next to me, with her feet entangled with mine...Dammit my brain is truly that of a horny teenage-boy. Finally resulting to cursing my damned imagination and giving myself lessons on how I should be a gentleman I finally fell asleep. 

My dreams were very colorful that night to say the least and I would have wished to never wake up but the smell of bacon and eggs got my stomach roaring in hunger. 

Last night, I promised myself to become Alexa's husband for real or at least get something started with her. My body awake or asleep accorded with my descion and I rushed to the shower to take care of something before getting caught by Alexa. I don't want our day to start awkwardly because I know for sure that my coming actions will startle her enough

Walking in out in only shorts, I joined her in the kitchen. With her back to me while cooking and singing along with Sinatra, she have totally missed me. My eyes drifted studying all of her; her messy bun of dark hair, her long blue-shirt that she used as a nightgown, her long legs and bare feet.How did I never acknowledge her is beyond me. As she walked to the near fridge.  I silently walked close to her and enveloped her in a tight hug and dear god how this feels different from any lustful encounter I had before. Regardless of how tense she became, my head just rested on her shoulder and I waited for her to react.

"Good morning" I hushed at her 

"Blaze?" she finally questioned sounding shocked. Her left hand came in contact with my hands trying to untangle them from her waist but I did not allow her"