The Love She Always Wanted

Chapter 10

Marianna

It's been two months since everything went down with Jordan and he's been withholding sex from me. He'll start kissing me, caressing my body, baiting me in for sex and then he'll just stop and leave me to deal with it myself.

It's really taking a toll on me, and he knows it. He's enjoying having the upper hand on me. Being sexual frustrated is so miserable.

It was about 9:30. I've been awake since seven. I showered already and was just laying in bed with my robe on. We're taking Armani to her doctors appointment at noon then we're taking our family photoshoot at two.

"Good morning." He whispered into my ear before kissing my neck. He moved his body closer to mine as wrapped his arm around me and held my free hand down so I couldn't push him away. I bit my bottom lip when I felt his erection on my butt.

"Jordan." I let the first moan slip out of my mouth. I heard him chuckle making me turn around and look at him. "Really, Jordan?"

"I gotta take a shower." He says with a smirk before getting out of bed. "Make me breakfast?" He asked as he stood in the bathroom doorframe.

"Make your own damn breakfast." I said as I got out of bed. I heard him chuckling as I walked out of our bedroom. I went to check on Amani.

She's been awfully quite since I put her down for bed. She didn't cry not one time in the middle of the night. I reached her bedroom door and slightly pushed it open.

She was in her crib trying to put her toes in her mouth. I smiled as I watched her; she's so precious. She loves trying to eat her little toes and fingers, it's so cute.

"What are you doing?" I said to her while smiling. She laughed as I picked her up. I kissed her cheeks making her smile.

I laid her clothes out on her dresser before taking her into the hallway bathroom. I ran a bath for her and washed her face while I waited for the bath water to fill up. She doesn't like it when I wash her face so she mean mugged me. I smiled at her before checking her bath water to make sure it wasn't too hot.

I put her in the tub and watched her play with her toys for a little bit before washing her up. I washed her hair and cleaned under her fingernails then her stomach started growling.

"Is my baby hungry?" I asked while smiling as I dried her off. She smiled at me and started kicking her feet.

"Yes, that's why I asked you to make breakfast for me." Jordan said as he stood just outside of the bathroom. He only had a towel wrapped around the lower half of his body. I quickly took my eyes off of him.

"There's cereal and milk downstairs." I said as I wrapped Armani up in her cute little pink towel and carried her into her room. I put lotion on her and got her dressed.

I sat her in her crib with a few of her toys so she'd have something to play with while I get ready. I walked into my bedroom.

I noticed that Jordan was looking at me but I don't have time for his ass right now. I looked at myself in the mirror as I put my hair in a ponytail. Jordan and I made eye contact through the mirror as he started approaching me.

I rolled my eyes making him smirk. He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind and started kissing my neck.

"Jordan, get off of me." I said with frustration.

"Why?" He asked as he turned me around to face him. He picked me up and sat me on the dresser. He squeezed my thighs while looking me in my eyes as he bit his bottom lip.