Sentiments of Madness

Hang in there

Tears streaming down my face
I look for something to hold on
I’m near my breaking point
Oh please help me from my own

Hands shaking from a sudden urge
An unspeakable deed waiting to be done
Oh no, I must not! Such a terrible act
A long list of things is yet to be done.

Neck tensing, keeping myself in check
I want to break something, crush and break
My nails digging deep in my flesh
Breathe in… breathe out…

Someone, please! Stop me from myself
There’s something in me wanting to be free
Something really really scary
I’m barely hanging here.

I’m crazy! No! What? Maybe
Stress? Depress? Not really

Ha Ha Ha! I can’t stop laughing with hysteria
Nothing…Everything…is wrong.

No one feels the same, but everyone feels the pain
This and this and the other way around
Nothing matters but how you live now
There is only the present, there is only now.