chapter ten

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i dont want to deal with it anymore sometimes

life

it has so many trials and it just annoys the heck out of me

well not really heck is still here

it's set up a permanent resident in my soul.

one of the worst facets of life is the drama

all of the useless hate and judgement

people just suck to put it bluntly.

im one of the worst of them

but i dont judge people

i just watch them

sounds creepy i know

but ive developed a shield against judging since i live with two of the worst judgers on earth

my parents.

they judge every single person they see

including me

especially me.

to others they make it seem like im the devil

im the one whos the mistake

the one who does everything wrong.

it's easier at school,  you can escape the hatred

but how can i escape it when it's centered in my own home

with no one to help me

to defend me.

it gets worse in the summer when im home all day

i have to constantly listen to

"youre fat"

"youre ugly"

"such a terrible person"

"so stupid and worthless"

i wish you could make the pain go away

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