i dont want to deal with it anymore sometimes
life
it has so many trials and it just annoys the heck out of me
well not really heck is still here
it's set up a permanent resident in my soul.
one of the worst facets of life is the drama
all of the useless hate and judgement
people just suck to put it bluntly.
im one of the worst of them
but i dont judge people
i just watch them
sounds creepy i know
but ive developed a shield against judging since i live with two of the worst judgers on earth
my parents.
they judge every single person they see
including me
especially me.
to others they make it seem like im the devil
im the one whos the mistake
the one who does everything wrong.
it's easier at school, you can escape the hatred
but how can i escape it when it's centered in my own home
with no one to help me
to defend me.
it gets worse in the summer when im home all day
i have to constantly listen to
"youre fat"
"youre ugly"
"such a terrible person"
"so stupid and worthless"
i wish you could make the pain go away
YOU ARE READING
story of our life
Short Storyi remember the times we used to be friends but those days are over and you dont remember me