my throat hurts from crying
not like you care
do you ever care anymore?
not about me for sure
maybe you care about that girl
the one you laugh with
shes pretty
im not.
i have a different reaction with mark
when he talks to another girl i feel happy
well mostly because he rejects them
he doesnt reject me
how sadistic am i?
rhetorical question.
you dont have to answer
you never do
you ignore my questions
mark answers them
with a nod
or a smile
or even looking into my eyes.
im trying to make it seem like ive passed my obsession with you stage
maybe i have
maybe i havent
but try explaining why my mind cant function when someone mentions your name
im starting to believe
i love you so much
i hate you
but it's still love
YOU ARE READING
story of our life
Historia Cortai remember the times we used to be friends but those days are over and you dont remember me
