life would be better without me
theres not really a point of living
once i told one of your friends how i felt about that
he comforted me
then a week later ignored me
im thinking i developed a skill
having people ignore me
how wonderful.
mark doesnt ignore me
he couldnt if he tried
i say something to him whenever i see im
try to coax him to speak
doesnt always work
sometimes i get a smile or a nod
and it lights up my world
i notice him looking at me sometimes, with intrigue
he looks like he's trying to figure me out
i wonder if he realizes i trying to do the same with him.
one of the pricks who spreads rumors said something mean about him
it made me explode
they dont realize his pain
they dont know what he's been through.
little pricks.
he doesnt know i defend him
when he's not there
sometimes i wish he did
other times im glad he doesnt
you never did anything when i defended you
but you did defend me
told people to screw off when they called me names
only a couple times
but those times were long ago
YOU ARE READING
story of our life
Historia Cortai remember the times we used to be friends but those days are over and you dont remember me
