Picture above is Ryan👆Lucas pov;
Blackwings has made a reservation at this fancy restaurant, so now we are sitting in a private room that has a huge table to fit ten of us. I was forced to sit between Ryan and Dylan. Ryan is giving me some space after the heated kiss, but why did Dylan put his hand on my thigh? He didn't talk to me, just touching me and caressing my back. It feels so uncomfortable that i keep fidgeting. I play with my fingers on my lap and my eyes wandering at the others. Listening them talking about the tour and Blackwings plans in future. Suddenly theres a hand holding my fidgeting hands.
"You okay?" Ryan ask. I nodded slowly. "Do you feel uncomfortable here? Wanna get some fresh air outside?" He ask again when i didn't seem sure earlier. I nodded again. "Lets go get some air, the food will gonna take awhile anyway." He stand up and push his chair back then he grab my hand to make me follow him outside. He lead me to a place far from the crowd, we walk with his hand holding mine. I tried to tug my hand but he won't let go. So i follow him quietly watching the ground i walk on.
"Where are we going?" I ask, whisper actually but he still heard me and he shrugged his shoulder.
"Do you want to tell me what makes you uncomfortable earlier?" He suddenly ask. I don't know what will happen if i tell him that Dylan was caressing me so i just shake my head no. "Do you feel uncomfortable with me?" He demand an answer.
"N-no, no. Not you. I just feel overwhelmed when i realize i am dining with my idols. That's all." I said in one breath. I don't want to upset him. He's Blackwings leader after all.
"Don't lie to me baby boy. Trust me, i know when you're lying." My heart is beating fast. He called me baby boy. I know i shouldn't feel this way, but his demanding voice is so sexy. He makes me want to drop to my knees and submit to him. I stay quiet and drop my head down because i don't want to ruin his relationship with Dylan or any member. "This conversation is not over, we will continue at home." Then he take my hand in his and lead me back to the restaurant.
When we arrived, they already started eating, so we sit and eat quietly. Ryan seems to be still thinking about our conversation earlier. He has his eyebrows drawn together showing that he's thinking hard about it. I jolt when Dylan's hand rub my upper thigh, moving it until it is so close to my crotch. I push his hand away but it keeps coming back and continue to caress my thigh sexually. Why is he doing this? I feel like crying. When his hand touch my covered dick, i stand up abruptly and excuse myself to the toilet. Luckily there's no one in it, so i wash my face at the sink and stand there crying. All of a sudden, someone hold my shoulder and turn me to face him.
"Hey, baby. What's wrong? Why are you crying?" He look at me with concern and i hug him tightly burying my face in his neck. He freeze with the sudden contact and then he hug me back, patting my head to calm me down. "Shhh.. shhh.. stop crying baby boy and please tell me what makes you acting like this." I shake my head no and he sigh. "Let's go home. You need some rest." He clean my tears with tissue, take me to his car and drive to their home.
As soon as we enter his bedroom, his cellphone's ringing. He pick it up and said that he has take me home because i don't feel well. I guest it's a Blackwings member asking where he is and i just stand in front of him with my head drop down feeling guilty for ruining our plan tonight.
"I'm sorry for ruining tonight." I said when he finished talking on the phone. He bring my head up to look and him and kiss my forehead.
"It's okay baby boy. You are more important to me." He smiles and hug me. "Do you want to go straight to bed or shower first?" He ask after pulling back and look at my face with concern.
"I need a shower, i feel dirty." He frowns.
"Okay, take your time. I will wait in my bed." I nodded and head to the en suite bathroom. Taking a short shower and get out of the bathroom with towel covering my lower half. I go straight to my backpack feeling Ryan's eyes on me. Then i remember that i forgot to bring my pj. I don't feel comfortable sleeping with only underwear because i need to sleep with Ryan on his bed and my clothes for tomorrow will make me uncomfortable to sleep.
I don't have any choice, so i turn to face Ryan. He looks at me like i'm a prey that he wants to eat alive, i drop my eyes can't stand to hold his eyes any longer. "Umm.. i forgot to bring my pj and i don't like sleeping with only underwear. Can i borrow your shirt for tonight?" I ask hesitating while playing with my fingers.
"Of course you can baby. Wait a second." He get in to his walk in closet and i wear my extra underwear quickly. He hands me a shirt and i put it on, but it is so big that it reach my mid thigh and fall off my shoulder. I jerk my head up when i heard a quiet growl. Ryan's eyes is dilating and i move my eyes to his mouth when he licks them. I'm in a big trouble.
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