Be My Wings (boy x boy)

Chapter Seven: Jealousy

Picture above is Dylan👆

Lucas pov;

I bit my bottom lip and look at him through my eyelashes. He then reach his hands to hold me but i flinch and take a step back. He retreat his hand with hurt look on his face. "Let's just... go to sleep." He said with a sigh and lay on the bed with his back facing me. I lay on the other side but there's a huge gap between us and that makes me feel... empty. I didn't mean to flinched earlier, i just startled for a bit. I feel guilty for hurting him when he has taken a very good care of me.

I inched closer and hug him from his back, spooning him. He freeze, holding his breath. "I'm sorry." I whisper. He turn around facing me, bring his hand to caress my face. Tracing his finger from my jawline, forehead, eyebrow, nose and ended at my lips.

"You are so beautiful baby boy. I want to make you mine right at this time and moment, but you're not ready. I'm afraid if i push you too far, you'll leave. So, please don't make me lose my composure. Go to sleep." He said with deep voice then he turn on his back and close his eyes to sleep. I look at his steady breathing and fall to sleep as well.

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Ryan pov;

He looks so delectable in my shirt. So sexy and i can feel my cock harden behind my sweatpants. Sleeping beside him is torture. I just want to shove my cock into him so bad but refrain myself. I decided to watch him sleep until 3 in the morning because i can't sleep with him beside me. I inched closer and kiss his forehead then get up to clear my mind.

I take a walk outside and come back feeling exhausted. When i entered my room i saw him sprawled on my bed and i don't want to wake him up so i just sleep on the couch in my room.

"Ryan, wake up. Breakfast's ready." Jordan knocked on my door. I squinted my eyes to look at the time. It's 8a.m. Then i turn to look if Lucas is up. He's sitting against the headboard and rubbing his eyes. Then he realized that he's alone on the bed so his eyes searching the room looking for me.

"Why did you sleep on the couch?" He asked when he saw me laying on the couch.

"Why not?" I fired back the question. He played with his hands that's on his lap.

"Are you still mad at me?" He whispered still looking down. I get up and sit on the bed beside him.

"I'm not baby boy. I just don't want to wake you up after i got back from my walk last night." I kiss his forehead and get up to do my morning routine.

He's not in my room when i got out from the bathroom so i guess he's using another bathroom. I go to the kitchen and saw him whispering something to Jordan, laughing. He had never laugh like that when he's with me. Jealousy is clouding my mind and heart so i ignored him going straight to the breakfast counter and eat my breakfast.

Jordan likes to cook so he often prepared our breakfast himself while i don't have any idea about cooking. Lucas came to sit besides me and eat his breakfast too.

"This tastes amazing Jordan. You are a really good cook. I wish i can eat more of your cooking. Unfortunately i'm just a lucky fan that get to experience your cooking once in a lifetime."

Wow, he seriusly just said that in front of me. I get up to do the dishes and head to living room. I sat on one of the couch that's not occupied by others.

"Hey Ryan, can i ask you something?" Harry sat beside me and ask. I nod so he can continue his question.

*sorry its short and boring. I just want to update because i've been busy this past month. Thank you for reading this weird book, with lots of grammar mistakes.