Be My Wings (boy x boy)

Chapter 15 : Sorry

Lucas's pov;

I woke up in a warm embrace. Taking a deep breath i can smell him. Hmm.. i love his musky and gentle scent. I cuddle closer against him and buried my face deeper in the crook of his neck taking his smell more. Oh,oh.. he's hard, he has morning wood and it takes all of me to not reach for his manhood and suck it. I bet it taste so good with his natural scent in the morning.

Wait, stop there Lucas. What is wrong with you? I just found out that i have a scent kink. The thought of smelling his private part makes me hard. I need to wake up for real or i will cum right here.

Opening my eyes i was blinded by sunlight behind the curtain and a headache making me blink my eyes until it get used to the bright light. My head hurt so much and i need to pee. I get up slowly and quietly to go to the bathroom but my stomach decided i need to puke right now.

Fuck it, where is the bathroom? I scan the room and saw two doors in front of me and one on my right. Bolting to the doors in front of me i open the left one and it lead to a really big closet. The other one i think. I enter the bathroom without closing the door and empty my stomach in the toilet.

"Lucas? You okay?" He asks. Patting and caressing my back to comfort me. I just nod my head because i don't want him to smell my puke. He get up to get me a cup of water to gargle then help me up to the sink after i flush the toilet. He reached for a new set of toothbrush and hand it to me. So i start brushing my teeth and look at him through the mirror. Then he get his toothbrush and start brushing his teeth too.

After that he told me to shower, while he left the bathroom. Done showering i saw a set of clothes on his bed. It is a little big but its okay i can still fit in it. I go out to the balcony and wait for him. When i feel a presence and smell his scent i turn around and hug him with my arms around his shoulder and legs around his waist.

"I miss you daddy." I whisper and kiss his neck, but he didn't say anything and didn't hug me back. I start crying and tell him i'm sorry, that i didn't mean to hurt him. I tell him all about me not wanting to rush our relationship and my insecurities if he become more famous then he will leave me for his career. I said it all while sobbing and hiccuping. Then he hug me back and caressing me to make me calm while whispering soothing word.

"It means that you do want me right? What about Jordan? You like Jordan." He ask and i gasp.

"What are you talking about daddy? I don't want anything to do with Jordan after what has happened. I want you. I like how you are so gentle with me, treating me like i'm a princess and liking me just the way i am. I just need more time to make sure we both really want this and its not just lust." He nod, understanding why i was hesitant to accept him as my boyfriend.

"Alright, i understand. I'm sorry for making you cry baby. I'll wait for you no matter how long. I will show you that i really am serious about wanting you to be my boyfriend." He kiss my forehead and hug me tightly.

After that i check up on Lisa. I felt bad and worried for leaving her there by herself. She told me she's fine, she's at her house because her mother picked her up last night. But i lied when she asked me where i am. I can't tell her yet. Ryan's career is on the line if other people know about us. Ryan is okay with it but i'm not. I don't want to be the reason he lose his dream to be a singer.

That noon he sneaked me out of his house because i'm not ready to meet his family yet. We get lunch. Of course we ate in his car to avoid from him getting ambushed by his fans. Then he drive me home and kiss me goodbye.

One month later,

I miss him so much. We haven't met in a month. He got busy with his business and band. We rarely text because i don't want to distract him too much. But he texted me last night to ask me for a date. Tonight is our second date and i can't wait to meet him, hug him and kiss my daddy. He didn't say anything about our date though claiming it to be a secret and daddy told me to wear casual. That's okay, i don't mind it as long as he's with me.

It must be great if Lisa know i'm going on a date with Ryan. I still don't know how to dress up to a date. She's the only one who can help me. Since i can't ask her to help me, i turn to google again like the first time we had a date. Then i decided to wear simple black tight jeans and a grey sweater.

Ryan picked me up at 7, as usual he's always punctual. My dad then decided to threatened him with the curfew and to break his legs if he breaks my heart. Its funny how Ryan's face turned pale but he politely told my dad that he will follow the curfew rules and promise not to breaks my heart because it will hurt him more. He is a sweetheart. My sweetheart.

We get to the car and he opens my door to let me in first then get in next. I can smell food in here but decided not to mention it and i don't want to ruin the surprise he prepared for me.

"You okay, baby?" He suddenly ask after 5 minutes driving and glance at me. I nod my head then he placed his hand on my thigh. Squeezing and caressing it. Then he takes my hand in his, intertwining our fingers and kiss the bank of my hand while i look at him.

"Are you sure? Why are you so quiet? Did i do something wrong?" He fired the questions after ten minutes and i just shake my head to indicate he did nothing wrong. Now he's frowning still holding my hand on his lap When he stop at a red light then he turn his body to look at me.

"Baby, please talk to me. Please tell me if i did something wrong. You always say something its weird now that you are quiet." He said almost begging then kiss my hand and start driving again when the light turn green.

I pull our intertwined hands to place it on my lap to play with his fingers. When i glance at him i saw him smiling and i can't resist myself anymore. I check to see that the road is empty and get closer to him to kiss him. Its just a peck on his mouth to not distract him from driving.

"You forgot to kiss me daddy. I miss you so much but i think you don't really miss me that much huh." I fake sulking and try to pull my hand from his hold. The keyword is try because he won't let go.

He suddenly pull off the road, taking his seat belt off, turn to face me, pull me by the back of my head and kiss me hard. The kiss blows my mind because he is definitely releasing his dominant side causing me to release a small moan. My hand fly to his hair tugging it softly. After tongues twisting and lips sucking later we pull away to catch our breath.

"I missed you like crazy baby. Each time i tried to write a song, i keep thinking about you. I forgot to kiss you and i am sorry. I'm too nervous for this date, too excited to meet you after so long." He said looking into my eyes. Then he rest his forehead on mine, closing his eyes.

"Its okay daddy. I just want to tease you but i think it was a mistake. I'm sorry." I caress his cheek and kiss his forehead. He open his eyes and pull away from me while smiling.

"You baby boy, gonna get your ass spank someday for making me worried like that. But i admit it, i forgrot to kiss you and i'm sorry. Can we continue to our date now?" He said in his low voice and i nod to answer his question. I am blushing right now from his words so i try to compose myself and act like normal. I glance at him and he had his signature smirk on his face.

"Where are we going anyway? How long 'till we arrive?" I ask, since we've been driving for almost an hour now. He smile and glance at me.

"You'll see. We are here, just a few minutes more." He then enter a dirt road surrounded by forest.

"Do you plan to kill me or something? Why are we here?" I say half joking and he laugh.

"No. Why would i do that. We are almost there. Be patient boy." I pout and then amazed by what i see in front. That is the most beautiful cabin i have ever seen. The cabin is completely hidden by the forest but stood beautifully beside a lake. Why have i never knew place like this exist?