Be My Wings (boy x boy)

Chapter Ten: Rage

Lucas's pov;

"Y..yes i'm a..a virgin. Why?" I answered. He let go of my cock and pull out his fingers from my hole. Oooh, no. He regretted this. His face shows it all.

"I'm sorry Lucas. I don't want you to regret this later." He said, backing away from me.

"Regret what Jordan? I like you. You know that and i..i want this. You said i'm special " I said blushing.

"I don't want you to regret losing your virginity to someone you don't love. You don't love me Lucas, you just like me as a.. as a fan and believe me i know that. Also.. i don't love you, not yet at least. Its lust. You deserve better. I'm so sorry Lucas. I will start making dinner. You can wait in the living room okay?" He went to open the door.

"No, wait. I want to go home." I said, don't want to spend the rest of my time here awkwardly with him. I feel so embarrassed of this situation. He don't want me. He must find my virginity burdensome.

"Alright, come to the living room once you're dressed." He said without hesitating. I want to cry but i can't. Its so embarrasing.

I get dressed as fast as possible and met him in the living room. He lead the way out of his house to his car and we leaves in awkward silence. He dropped me in front of my house and drive away without saying anything.

I quickly head to my bedroom to avoid any question from my family, shut the door and fall face first on my bed. I cried so hard thinking about how Jordan look at me when he knew i'm a virgin. He's mean. I hate him.. no, i still like him. But i hate him. I sigh.

Suddenly my phone's ringing. Without lifting my head, i reached for it in my backpocket and answer it.

"Hello." I answer with groggy voice.

"Baby boy, can we talk?"

"Who i.. ahh, Ryan. Yeah, what's up?" I said pretending to be fine.

"No. I mean can you come out? I'm outside." He said and i start to panic.

"Whaa.. what are you doing here? Wait, why are you here? I..i can't right now. Please go." I rush and stuttering.

"Baby, come out now or i'll knock and talk to your parents." He demanded with full authorities

"No! O..okay i'll go. Wait a second." I cut off the call and get up to wash my face. When i'm done, i head downstairs and saw my parents snuggling on the sofa watching tv.

"Hey, sweetie, where are you going? Its already late." Mom asks.

"Just gonna see my friend for a bit." I answer and quickly leaves the room to the front door. I step outside and saw him leaning against his car scowling.

"H..hey Ryan." I greet looking at him through my eyelashes. He pull me into a hug and i gasped. He buried his face in my neck taking a whisk of my scent while i'm still in a state of shock with my hands by my side and chin on his shoulder.

"I'll kill him. I'll break each of his bone and limb for treating you like that. He will regret every move he ever made to use you as his fucktoy. He will definitely regret it."

**sorry its short. I just want to update. I am busy with my internship right now. Wish me luck and please tell me what do you think of this story. I still can't decide whether to make them have a polyamorous relationship or monogamy. Which will you prefer?