Bleeding love

Niall's pov .           Hi my name is niall james horan and am 17 years old and go to a big fancy school in London basically I just want to tell you about my life . My parents are divorced and i live with my mum and brother. My mother name is marua horan and my brother is Greg . My life is kinda well difficult .Don't get me wrong I have friends and am good at sports and stuff but every since my dad left my mum has kinda gone well MAD !!! I mean she like has all these rules and you do what she says and if not you get slapped and she has this new boyfriend that I don't evan know relly anything about but I kinda hate him because he like BEATS me and my mum dose nothing NOTHING !!!!! I mean relly what kinda of mum dose that oh and her new boyfriend is relly in to church stuff so now mum makes us do that and god it gets on my nerves I mean don't get me wrong yes god is my savor but she wants to know all these versus and pray every morning and afternoon and before bed and at dinner and she wants us to read the bible for 2 or 3 hours a day and in that time we can't have are phone and stuff and god it terrible . But relly the worst thing is am bi and no one knows because in this house it is not allowed and if it happens you will most likely get thrown in the streets and dis owned. So that's my little secret that no one knows and here is the worst thing ever a boy at my school already has my heart and I can't evan try to do anything about it. This boy name is Luke Roberts Hemmings and sadly am madley in love with him and fall more in love with him every day and since that kid can't be mine or anything of that matter I have to take away the pain of that and stuff that happens at home and sadly the only thing that dose that is a razor .