Bleeding love

Am leaveing this place !!!

Lukes pov.           2 weeks latter.    I woke up this morning and decided I was sick and tired off this place. I am welcome at grandmas she loves me and niall needs me and so dose Noel I no longer wanna be without theam I don't wanna be here no longer.        

               I get up off my bed and start putting all my clothes in a duffel bag and my phone charger and a picture off me that noel drew for me . I zip it up and put it over my shoulder . I open a notebook and write down a note to my mom and dad that's says I am leaveing this place you guys are terrible parent's and I whish I could say I love you but affter the way you have treated me I relly don't and yes I am gay get over it that is who I am ok and sure hope your happy am out of your life now - Luke .  

                     I open my door and tape it to my door I then close my door and open my window I jump out and take off running toward grandmas house . When I get there I knock and my little cutie noel opened the door she smiled and hugged my legs dadda yay she giggles and I can't help but smile she has already got into calling us dadda and daddy .

                       Which I find relly cute hey there cutie you gonna let me in. She lets go of my legs only for a second to let me in and reatches her self to my legs. Niall see me and comes over and kisses me on the cheek . Hey love what ya doin here so soon .   I look him in the eyes and say I ranaway ni I didn't wanna be away from you and noel anymore and plus I hate it there always have .   Noel hugs my legs tighter and puts her face in my legs. Grandma walks in around that time and smiles about time luke but we need to talk about adopting noel . Niall smiles and says grandma were you ease dropping on us . She laughs and says I am the grandma I am aloud to do that . I can't hold the laugh in a laugh . Grandma say now come on we have to go talk , Noel why don't you go watch tv in your room .

                   I laugh cause she puts her face further in my legs and says but gradma I want dadda .   I grab her arm and pull her up and spin her around and kiss her face I will be there in a second baby I promise.  She noods her hand and says will you play the guitar for me dadda.       I smile sure baby .   I sit her down and she runs to the room . Grandma takes us to the livein room and says I went to court for yall and got these papers all you have to do is sign theam and she is all yours but her real parents have been trying to call so be careful ok .                       Me and niall nod and sign the papers she is all ares now mine and nialls little Noel Ariana Horan Hemmings . Niall and I get up and hug gradma then we walk to the bedroom and sit on the bed niall hands me the gutair and I start to strum it Noel watches me with awe she is so cute I swear . Then I notice she is pull at me sleve I stop struming and look at her . She looks up and says am sorry dadda but what are all these white things .   I look at niall and gulp .   Well baby that's were I cut myself with a razor many of times .  Why dadda ?  Cause made my pain go away baby.    Can I do it. I start to panic no baby you can't it not healthy .              Then Why do you still do it .   I told it made the pain go away .   She quite for a second and looks at Niall .   Daddy do you do it too. He slowly nodds his head yes babby I do . She looks at us both and then screams BOTH OF YOU STOP IT IF IT ISN'T HEATLY FOR YOU.

              Niall and I grab her as she starts to cry and hug her I whisper to her shh baby it ok . While niall rubs her back.  Plese daddy and dadda it not healthy I don't want you to leave me .   Niall and I pick her up and sit her on the bed Angle look we love you and for you we will stop ok.   Niall says . She smiles relly she looks at me then niall . We both nodd. She wipes her eyes and jumps up and hugs us . Niall and I laugh Now go get your shower angle tell grandma to help you .   Ok daddy .  She jumps up and runs out of the room . When she leaves I push niall up against the wall and snog the hell out of him .  I have been wantin to do that for a while now I say . Niall chuckle.  Niall looks at me and says well isn't this gonna be fun . At first am confused . The cuttin luke .   Oh ya but I think we can do it I say . Niall grabs my hand ya together . And we walk to the livein room and wait for noel .