Bleeding love

I must find him

Lukes pov .     It has been a week and like I told niall I just got beat a lot .  But hey what was I to expect welcoming arms and a hug NO !.

      Anyway the point is the doctor let niall out 3 days ago and I know he is out there alone on the streets and I just wanna go find him help him but I can't .      So I lie on my bed and think about him me and him had a agrement that are love was a bleeding love but we didn't want us to get riped apart but after all that is a bleeding love you keep ripping till one of you can't take it anymore .  It makes tears come to my eyes and I don't know anymore I love niall don't I .    But we have a bleeding love yes but if I loved him then why don't I just walk out the door and go look for him .  We did he gave up on his parents just so he could kiss me why can't I .    I just wanna hug him kiss him and find him I have to find him .   I love niall I know I do.     I get up and walk to my closest and put on a jacket and walk out my room and to the front door and walk out without a word it dosent matter I don't think they will care I must find niall i must .     I start walking and think were would he go like stay on the streets and then it hits me the watterfall were he took me when he told me he loved me . I take off running and when I get there and start jogging down the path and then I see something .  A very pale sad looking niall .  Niall I screm . he turns and when he sees me he tries to smile . I run to him and hug him he feels cold.   Niall are you ok .  He looks at me never better relly I don't have to worry about my parents . I look at him he seems tired and hungry.  Here niall . I hand him my jacket and slowly help him put it on . Niall am so sorry I should have looked for you sooner now look your sick and dieing . I feel tears fall of my face this is all my fault isn't it I think .   Hey luke c'mere . I scout closer to him . He wraps his arms around me .  Luke listen to me I love you always have and I know you think this is your fault well it not none off it ok . I feel more tears fall. But niall your gonna starve out here . He makes me look at him . No I won't you know that lady down the street miss Norma well I said I would do stuff for here if she gave me food and let ne eat therebi kinda told here everything so she has been helping me out .  I smile . Thats great niall I hug him . I love you he whispered in my ear . I miss you I whispered back .  Then when I thought we were gonna kiss my phone rang I pull it out and answer it helo mum .   get your ass home now am making dinner.   yes mam I say then she hangs up . I look at niall and stand up he stands up with me I got to go I say.  He smiles I know . He kisses me and it feels so good I kiss back just as hard he pulls back .  Go he says .   But niall I don't wanna I pout .  You have too thow he mocks back .  Keep the jacket at lest .   Fine for you he say Now go . I take off running and don't stop till I get home at lest I found him I think to myself .