~February 25th, 2018
I watched a show called 13 reasons why.
Of course I ended up balling my eyes out.
But it made my realize
How much I value life.
But for some odd reason
I value other peoples lives before my own
My level of sympathy is more present than other times.
When I'm not being selfish
Reincarnation or regeneration
Your life is expandable
But people can't really tell
You experience so much in one body
Maybe call it a spell? Energy emotion
Tears and commotion
A single cell could make it repel
Later to be dust with fire or a close coffin shell
What happens next ?
No one may know
But our structure and creativity is why makes the world glow.
Make it ...
stop
Drop
Pop
And then we're all lost in our thoughts.
Anyways.....
I tend to put others before myself.
And honestly I'm not ashamed.
I'm not saying my life has less value than theirs.
But I'd rather grow a flower to its full potential
Versus plucking it when it's just ready.
But what I do fail to realize
Is my concept of tunnel vision
I'm always so focused on what my life could be
In the future ...
that I forget about the present day
What could I possibly do right now
To have a better one
And that is to Face today's setbacks
And say that I've won
-Aiyanah 🌸
