Just go with it! [Book 1]

Best and Worst day

I wake up to my alarm buzzing on my night stand. I hurry and shut it off and check to see if I have any texts from Kayden. My heart jumps at the text notification, I check it quickly when my heart drops, it's Dakota. I would cry if I hadn't cried everything out yesterday and last night. My eyes are puffy from crying and I feel exhausted from yesterday's events. I don't have the energy to text anyone today. I know once I spill everything to Dakota she will understand why I didn't text back.

I can hear Ma in the kitchen moving around getting things going for the morning. I still haven't gotten out of bed yet she's gonna drag me out of here soon. I drag myself out of bed and into the shower. After a quick Shower and teeth brushing I throw on a pair of Victoria sweats and a tank top with a messy bun. I don't feel like dressing up at all today. I walk into the kitchen as ma is setting down some eggs. I give her a weak smile "Thanks ma." . She smiles back rubbing my back. "Will Kayden be joining us honey?" She asks. I just shake my head no I don't even want to talk about it today. She must get the vibe and starts cleaning up the kitchen.

As we pull into the Dr office I start to feel my palms sweat and I start to feel nervous as ever. I don't know anyone who likes the Gynecologist. "Are you ready to head in ?" Ma says gently. I nod yes and we head into the Dr office. I sign in and take a seat with Me and start filling out paper work with a bunch of questions about my health. I shoot a text to Kayden also.

J: Hey I'm at the Dr office now. I guess I'll text you once I'm out and let you know how it goes

I really don't understand how he can just not reply or give a shit at all. I'm just as scared and nervous as him! Ma reads a magazine while I just look around the waiting room trying not to keep looking at my phone for a reply. "Jessabell? Right this way" a nurse call us back. " Just go in the bathroom and leave a urine sample with your name on it, out it right in the cabinet behind the toilet." she says sweetly. I tell her thank you and head into the bathroom. I wrote my name on the cup and did as she asked, wash my hands and head back out. She takes my weight and blood pressure. Starting weight 110 lb, wonder how big I'm gonna get. She walks me and my mom Into a room to wait for the Dr. "How are you feeling?" Ma asks. "I feel okay, just nervous and feel a little awkward" I say with a little laugh. She smiles at me saying "Yeah that's understandable."

The Dr walks in and introduces herself as Dr.Mendez, She congratulates me on my pregnancy and  informs me of everything that were going to do today and how it's going to work. "So since your last period was in december you should be a little over  12 weeks pregnant. We're going to go ahead and do a ultrasound!" She says smiling. I can't believe I'm already 12 weeks! I feel so shocked I wish Kayden was here with me. I lay back on the table and pull my pants down some and pull my tank top up. She squirts some warm jelly on my stomach and her tech shuts the lights off. I wait nervously looking at the little screen waiting with ma to see the baby on the screen. She holds my hand for reassurance as the Dr starts moving the wand around my stomach. Dr.Mendez talks the entire time and then I see my baby pop up on the screen as Ma squeezes me hand I start to cry and so does she. She moves around the wand a little more before saying "Congratulations Jessabell your having twins!". As I stare at both baby's now on the screen I can't even think straight. "Oh my gosh Jessabell" Ma says looking just as shocked as me. "I know this is a big surprise for you, I'm going to print some pictures and get you guy out of here. The lady at the desk will schedule your next appointment, I can't wait to go on this journey with you and congratulations again!" Dr Mendez says as she walks out the door.

We have been sitting outside our house for a good 20 minutes looking at pictures of the baby's. We both just keep laughing and crying. "Jessabell this is amazing. Twins! I can't believe it honey." Ma says smiling from ear to ear. "I know this is so crazy Ma. I can't believe it myself". I say smiling just as big. Seeing those baby's on the screen really made me feel more confident in knowing I'm pregnant and it's going to be just fine. I know I'm gonna have my ups and downs but this is a adventure I can't wait to take with my babies. I'm just gonna go with it as me and ma said when we moved here. This has turned from the worst day to the best day. I take a picture of the sonogram and send it to kayden.

J: Hey the Drs went great. I'm 3 months pregnant and were having twins! Please call or text me when you get this. I love you

Me and Ma go inside and we go through the bag of prenatal's and snacks we got from the store on the way home. I take a pill and set a reminder on my phone so I remember to take them daily. I really hope Kayden comes around soon. I don't want to push him but he cant ignore me forever. "Hey Jessabell you got some mail here." Ma calls to me from the front door. I walk over to her as I take the mail from her reading it over. It's from the University of California! "Oh My Gosh its from the university I applied for!" I say almost screaming.

Sorry it took forever for the update. I'm going to try to update the next chapter faster! Don't forget to leave any comments and likes <3