The BULLY Beside ME

Part 9: Neru

Neru's POV

"What on Earth is on that girl's mind?"

"So the rumours were true"

"OMG, she has no mercy left in her soul"

I heard some students whisper as I went out the classroom. What do they know anyway? Clearly, they don't know the whole story.

I went straight to the bathroom and washed my hands, I faced the mirror and saw a stream of tears on my face. I opened my handbag while searching for the tissue

"Where the in the world is that thing?!?" I yell while I carelessly rummage my whole the bag, causing some contents to fall and scatter, stressed, I threw some random things while the stream of tears on my face widens as more tears came out.

Suddenly I remember that moment where that blonde said... "WHAT THE FUCK NERU?!"

What the heck!? What is even wrong with that sentence?!? Why...Why does it make me feel weak. More tears suddenly gushed out of my eyes, I fanned myself using my hand to make sure my eye liner won't scatter, Stop Neru! This is very unprofessional. I looked at my hands and noticed that they were trembling. What's happening to me?!

My feelings took over me as I kneeled unconsciously on the ground while I continue to tremble. I really hate this, I FUCKING HATE THIS, but...but it can't be helped. Was I this weak?

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"SHUT UP AND CLEAN THIS MESS" A person older than me said, it was father.

"Yes, pa" I said numbly. I slowly walked over to the mess he made but then he suddenly started to walk towards me. He grabbed my hair and brought me to the mess "YOU SLOWPOKE!" He pushed me to the floor "If that mess isn't made when I came back, you know what's going to happen" He turned away and went to his room and banged the door.

Yes, I am abused...well, used to. That man was my father, everyday he would scold me on things I didn't do and abuse me

One day, he came out from his room with a gun on his hand, he would usually point the gun at me, but this time, he looks like he is going to kill me.

He pointed the gun at me while mumbling things I couldn't really hear. He fired the gun at me but he missed. I got up and tried to stop him from firing me, but instead, I accidentally fired the gun at him. He dropped down the floor slowly. He held his gunshot, and there he was, lying dead. I released the gun in my hands, my heartbeat went wild. My head started to ache from all the events happening today. Suddenly, it all went black.

I don't really remember any details but I remember a couple adopted my and opened their doors to their mansion. They were kind...very kind. They would give me anything I ever wanted, almost like...I was a goddess or something. From then on, I never heard anyone disagree with me, abuse me and interfere with me. Everything was almost perfect.

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I'm very sorry for the short update and inactiveness my peeps :'v